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What Made You Angry Today?

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I'm angry at feeling and/or needing to be so over responsible. I'm angry at not having a moment to myself, not having some needed space or time and for being so f'n overworked and stimulated with and from everything, everyone and from their emotions and mine. I'm frustrated, irritable, stuck, anxious, sad and uncomfortable with it all. I am just so damn depleted, angry and exhausted today.
 
My mom told me I shouldnt carry so much grocery stuff because its bad for me and my dad told her "don't speak to her, you'll only end up in a endless argument" what? I already hate him, he should honestly shut the f*** up.
 
Being told "nevermind the anxiety anxiety is nothing just get it done" after I opened up to someone and admitted that something I'm dealing with is making me very anxious. If our friend wasn't here visiting I wouldn't have walked out of the room as I said "you know what it is actually it's a big deal and it's crushing".

I'm so anxious and so angry my hands are shaking. I want to stomp back in the room and start screaming. I know people don't always and can't always understand. But it would be nice if when they DON'T GET IT to not undermine my emotions invalidate me and start arguing and getting aggressive. I mean I JUST SAID how anxious I'm feeling and your response is to get aggressive and yell at me? WHAT? I'm so angry :mad::banghead:.
 
I just found out that my son owe's money to someone he plays league of legend with. $200 to be exact. Apparently this kid helped him in league of legend. First he was going to buy him a monitor, now he is going to give him money. Not sure what exactly transpired but I don't like it. Not one iota.
 
Lost my temper today with a woman on a service dog group. I have high expectations on service dogs. Training and working with them for years I have a good knowledge on how the public views them and what training works with the role and what training goes against it. The woman has trained her dog to be a protection dog (schutzhund background) and she is working it as a service dog as well. This places such a bad public image on the job that I flipped. I couldn't even come up with words that made any reason. In my head I was spouting a good argument on the fact that each and every one of us in the service dog community represent not only ourselves but every service dog that will come after us.

Teaching a dog to be a protection dog with bite training puts the public in a dangerous position to say the least and influences their view on dogs they will see other than your own. By doing this she is not just showing a bad light on herself but every service dog out there. Even the best trained Schutz carries with it a risk. They are trained to use their mouths in a way that works against the training for service work. The right stimulus at the right time could get any dog to crack and nip. Now you take a dog that cracks that has bite training and what went from a momentary startle turns into a full media riot. There is enough to deal with the fake service dogs giving everyone a bad name that a situation like this absolutely does not need to be added on top of it.

Ok done and sorry for the rant.
 
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Angry because you can't take long showers when it is raining a ton outside. The septic starts backing up. We have a really old system. I don't even want to think of the cost it will be to update it.
 
Anger is always simmering somewhere inside me but I had to keep a close reign on it yesterday. I was feeling judged, abused and misunderstood. I was nearly in tears as that is my go-to reaction when I am angry.

It started today when I couldn't put the pipework back together when I was unblocking the sink, I just didn't have the strength and was angry with myself for not being able to do it. Youngest son came to my rescue so I am feeling better now.

Still simmering at people who judge my PTSD without making any attempts to learn about it or me.
 
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