What Makes You Angry Today?

[holdenmonty]

so I know this is petty and shouldn't make me angry but I'm just to tired to fight today... I work in a small cubical farm and today is not a good day and the sound of other people typing on their keyboards is getting to me today because when my supervisor is talking to me I hear a little bit of what he is saying but I hear them typing on their keyboards over what he is saying

 

[Deleted member 43454]

Gotta love those sporadic reunions with people you haven't seen in forever. Especially on the days you can't even pretend to keep it together.
Hey... look at me know... last you saw I was a kid... now I am a man... and a dysfunctional one at that. How's it going? Lol. Oh what was that? Sorry I must've spaced out. Wtf am I worried about? This person can't harm me... I don't want to be seen like this. I don't want to pretend anymore. I don't even want to bring up the last few years and explain why I haven't been up to accomplishing a whole lot of jack shit worth recognition in the slightest.

I'm back at questioning the validity of my own PTSD. I am depressed I know. And its a mother f*cker. We all know. But god damn it man.

 

[holdenmonty]

It does really suck Dr it's tough knowing what to say when you don't really want to admit to them what has really been going on. I have slowly been learning that it is human nature to try and ignore that there is anything wrong. You are living with the beast and there isn't anything you could have done differently. You have served your time down range honorably and have the wounds to prove it. They may not be physical wounds but wounds all the same. You have made your own accomplishments and be proud of yourself.

 

[holdenmonty]

I have struggled with something kind of similar but not really... if that makes any sense... On my upcoming performance report that will be due in January I really haven't done much of anything in the way of community involvement or anything leadership related or even any education classes to be put on there. I have been working through a lot of stuff this year but it's all health privacy act type stuff and I really don't want it being on my performance reports because anybody that will ever see it will more than likely judge me on the bad and the ugly then seeing the good.

The validity of your PTSD is probably more valid than mine... just saying even though we probably shouldn't compare stories. But anyway I was on base my whole 6 month deployment. I never had to fire my weapon, or went on convoys or any of the stuff that you would think of combat but somehow I still managed to get PTSD.

 

[dutchiedelta]

Little doggie next door been barking and howling 4 hours now. Small doggie with a piercing howl.
Spoke twice with neighbour about it. Offered to take doggie if they had to go out again.
They are planning to get her pregnant first time she gets into heath. Brilliant plan if you can't take care of one dog, have a litter.
Not dog's fault but it gets on our nerves.

 

[Barberian]

First heat should never be bred. Too easy for complications incl death. Those people are prime asshats.

 

[atilla]

Hey Dr. Black, you've accomplished a hell of a lot when you think about it Bro. All of us here right now have managed to make it this far, day by day. We've gone through war, made it. Going through hell now, but we're still here, still fighting. That's an accomplishment, I think. I'll quote some of our old Nam Farts(respectfully), "NEVER GIVE UP!!"

 

[combatgoldfish]

What makes me angry today? Nearly everything. I'm into a 2 day cleanse. Felt great the first day. Today, not so hot. Triggers everywhere!

 

[Kaishi]

Kind of should stop reading on all of the Islamist bs, like God just waiting for when the f*ck it'll turn into another of those ~all Muslim women are terrorists zomg~ debates, as if they already didn't exist. Kind of offends me, mostly just pisses me off. I've been on a very on-and-off relation with the religion itself and meantime just following a couple of other stuff and sort of want to smack sense into all of those 'converts' that take first bs they meet and don't even dedicate their time to actually studying the religion... which hell takes years. But then that's quite a lot personal bitterness, lost a bunch of very close people to morons like them and survivor's guilt is flaring up hard. Hell, nurses & paramedics of my friends among Muslims are the real 'died for their faith' people, living with the hard jobs and suffering all around and f*ck we've at least done something for people, but like sure taking lives in f*cking demonstrations of own radicalism is a 'hero thing', yeah, f*cking hell. Just pissed off.

 

[atilla]

Stereotyping of a people, culture or religion, is a great way to sow the seeds of hatred and violence. I am Christian, or at least on paper I am, I don't do organized religion anymore because of this group thinking they are right and that group thinking everybody else is wrong. It's madness. When radicals in a religion begin to use their religion as an excuse to do evil, to kill women and children, they do deserve to be eliminated from the face of the earth. These extremists have brought all of the fear and mistrust that westerners have for Islam and middle eastern people. If things don't change, and they probably won't,(since we are out numbered by stupid people) we all are headed for a real bloodbath. Don't ISIS get it? Through their stupidity they have inadvertently signed the death warrants of tens of thousands of people, in their own countries. f*cking retards.

 

[dutchiedelta]

The sad part is that most people just want to raise a family and have a life. Polarisation is a terrible thing when innocent people get blamed for the actions of extremists.
The feeling of unsafety is spreading through Europe. Politicians exploit this for their own agenda. That is something to be pissed about as well.

 

[atilla]

I agree Dutchie. It's always the innocents that pay the price for greedy evil people. Already there are armed civilian groups on the mexican border waiting for terrorists to come across. It's gonna get messy real quick because people are freaking out and some poor guy just trying to cross the Rio Grande to find a better life in the U.S., may end up getting shot for the "American Dream". The news media is bad about whipping the sheeple into panic mode.