Death Will Always Love You

[Deleted member 37720]

This will be my second Christmas without her. I was so excited last year to spend our first Christmas together. If only that ever happened... We were already planning on having kids and getting married when we grew up. I remember thinking I would never need anything but her. I had severe depression at the time and she was my light. If I saw her again I would just tell her how much I love her and hug her for as long as I can. It's hard trying to move on from the only person who truly understood and loved me. I will always love her. She always told me to be strong but that's hard to do without my her by my side.

 

[IamFree]

we all need someone to love us..I think christmas time is a big one for feeling loneley and unloved and needing someone..there has been many a christmas I have wanted that so much from someone or somewere...what I am realising this christmas I i need to know how to love and be there for myself its not that i dont want love from someone I do but I do not want them to be responsable for me Loving ME anymore...easier said than done though.