Wouldn't It Be Nice If You Could Reset Yourself?

[Hashi]

I don't know. I think I've got to the point where I'd rather just keep going now. Keep working on healing and get to a point of acceptance.

If I was reset, I'd just have to start all over again going through things. Wouldn't I just end up with a load of different stuff to wish I didn't have? Or would I keep pressing reset and stay blank?

Anyway, factory settings aren't all they're cracked up to be. I'd go back to the annoying bleeps and lose all the useful stuff. ;)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I just wish Hashi that it did not take me so long to get to the useful stuf f. I would like to reset to when my husband was sane and whole. We used to go to different places and have so much fun. I really miss my husband. He tries to be there, but he has such a hard time keeping his train of thought and forgetting what he wants to say. So he is silent most of the time. That is why I have the tv on all of the time. For the sound of a human voice. I would love to be reset to when I had my husband whole again.

 

[Hashi]

(((((((((((((gizmo)))))))))))))

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I wish I could reset back to high school and not take drugs or drink alcohol. I made so many dumb choices under the influrence.

 

[Charmedone]

I would have my mums life reset to before she got pregnant with me so hopefully second time round, i wouldnt exist. Alternatively, I would reset back to when my sister died and i would push her out of the way of the car and get hit myself. If i could i would reset my thinking right now I would switch from 'everything hurts, care too much and dont want to be here' to 'nothing hurts, couldnt care less and enjoying life' mode.

 

[Britt.f7]

I would reset myself, then use a disk cleaner to wipe out the viruses, bad files, etc. Then a defragmenter so that I could be whole again. I'm all for this.

 

[Trembling]

I would like to reset the last years till the day I met my still husband, I wished I could erase especially the good moments we had, so I does not hurt as much as it does now, knowing that he obviously did not care.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

i wish I could reset my self to when I did not have contact with my sister. She does not care about me though she claims to. She does not see or hear me. I cannot stand her anymore. But she is dying so I will not abandon her now. I will get through it somehow.

 

[Britt.f7]

You're a good person Gizmo.

Maybe there should be a thread about resetting others. I think I'd like to do that with a number of people, if that would help them be better people.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Thanks Britt. I appreciate the kind words. Big hugs. It would be nice to reset other people into caring individuals.

 

[Britt.f7]

I was thinking, why is it always us that think we have to be fixed and or reset. I realize these people that hurt us aren't going to do it, but this thread isn't about reality necessarily. Though I do not like giving control to others and I prefer to own myself, it would have been so nice if these people would have reset themselves to warm, compassionate people, or we didn't have wars or horrible accidents, or whatever else brings on a persons trauma. We would have been untainted.

Or would it be boring? Frankly, I could have used a little more "boring" in my life. Sorry for my rant, everybody! Didn't realize this thought would cause so much emotion in me.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Perfectly understandable Britt. You are normal for what you went through. You have the right to get emotional over this stuff. Big hugs.