5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[jaccat]

Really f***ing angry at myself right now.
I screwed up my chances.
It's so not fair when I've been working so hard.
Why?
Yeah right, like I'm going to sleep tonight.

 

[ladee]

1. Thinking and knowing, reducing my meds was the right thing to do.
2. Thinking that thinking more clearly is more theraputic than being numb.
3. Thinking that my rock painting is turning out great!
4. Thinking that my creative self is one of my best selves.
5. Thinking that I can take a deep breath, and be in here and now.

 

[RavenGirl]

@jaccat, don't be so hard on yourself. I've been there and it sucks. You'll get through this. :hug: :hug:

 

[RavenGirl]

1.You ever notice when you really want something, time goes sooooo slow?
2. And When you don't want a certain day to come, time goes so fast you don't know where it went?
3. We need more guardian Angels here on earth.
4. Dogs, dogs help with everything.
5. Please, no nightmares tonight!

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Frustrated once again with the NHS
Tired
So so tired
Not even going to worry about it
Going to bed

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I can't sleep
My gp was rather short with me the other week and I am nervous about seeing her again. I don't like how they seem to think all my physical problems are down to anxiety.
J was right all along, long time. Regardless of the evil, she was still right.
Kinda pissed off right now.
Don't want to be pissed off.

 

[Recovery4Me]

@Junebug Listening...you have a lot to share ((((hugs))) and I am glad to see it enter in a open dialog.
2. @Cj77 I have found being pissed off is better for me then to be pissed upon. (((hugs))):p So we can be pissed together.
3. @ladee It is good to create in a peaceful center. Proud of you (and the rocks for staying still as you paint). :hug:
4.@Jaccat :hug::hug: I hope for once you are mistaken and your chances are still silver lined with promise.
5. I am now reading the expiration dates on the cans from the food bank. I became ill after eating one that expired in 2012.:meh: Found two more of such treasures & considered if I might lob them in the pantries' general direction.:ninja:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Aw dear @Recovery4Me thank you. :hug: Crazy people- 2012!!! :eek: :mad: Could I lob them with you? I have a very strong arm & bad aim so it might be interesting. :wideeyed::p
2. Nightmares!!! :meh::tdown::(
3. But, beautiful moon outside through the trees, really white and bright. Which I wouldn't have seen without the nightmares. :tup::inlove:
4, Hugs for all xox.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

beautiful moon outside through the trees, really white and bright.

I love that @Junebug, silver lining :happy::hug:

@Recovery4Me Lmao! I don't want to because of what these emotions are doing to my health :( I'm therefore gonna push the pissed off feelings into a dark corner :laugh: :hug:

 

[Tinyflame]

Right @Cj77 , never thought of that! :) :hug:
((((((((((((((( @Cj77 )))))))))
Oh God, back to bed. Try again.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

:tup: hope you get some peaceful sleep @Junebug :hug::hug::hug:

 

[intothelight]

Feeling very confused as some people are so emotionally dangerous. I don't do emotional crap that is not based in fact and I find that I become angry. Not really angry, just how I react to the deep seated fear of the irrational. Smacks to much of my mother. I can't handle the behavior of people with boarderline personality disorder as that is a huge trigger. I need to control my own responses and find some way to diffuse the anxiety, fear and subsequent anger. It will erupt at something totally unrelated and that is why I need to learn to calm and diffuse. Whether someone is boarderline or not, there are behaviors associated with someone who is that totally trigger me and I have to learn to handle it. Cussing at a lawn mower that won't start and seriously wanting to take a hammer to it is not rational and makes me appear as a major lunatic. :oops: