I want to quit

[Snowflake]

I just want to QUIT radiation, QUIT therapy, QUIT work. I don't fricken care anymore. I'm tired with life. Totally overwhelmed and
confused !!!!!!!! I want to smash my head in a million pieces so it will leave me alone!!!!

 

[Friday]

I tell myself that wanting to quit, is always fine, as long as I keep going.

 

[John paul]

I just want to QUIT radiation, QUIT therapy, QUIT work. I don't fricken care anymore. I'm tired with...

I feel the same way

 

[aut555]

I just want to QUIT radiation, QUIT therapy, QUIT work. I don't fricken care anymore. I'm tired with...

Don't give up Snowflake please. It's hard right now, your plate is full, it's overwhelming but it will change. Life is constantly in motion, things will move forward, try to hold on, come back here when ever you need support. Ok?

 

[hodge]

@Snowflake, I can't imagine what you're going through, but please, please hang in there. You are a wonderful person and the world would be a much lesser place if you weren't in it. :hug:s

 

[Freedomfighter]

Well aware of your pain level, it is often overwhelming. What I would like to happen is for people to just let me be. But noooo, multiple stalkers, coworkers that hurt me physically and mentally and then lie about it. Not feeling well at all because of that. If you were in the same room as me we would surely comiserate together, not sure I spelled that right, well if we were in the same room we could easily just feel like crap together.

 

[recoveringfromptsd]

@Snowflake I myself back in September felt much the same way, and as many on this forum will tell you today is 180 degrees from where I was then. It can and often does get better, even though it may not seem that way.

I know your overwhelmed, it might help to take a pause with everything, figure out why you fill this way, what you need to change how you feel, and then get the help with those needs so you can feel better. The very fact your voicing this on this forum tell me you want help with this. We are here for you. But only you can be the one to figure out what you need and then get those needs met.

 

[Mim28]

I have no words of wisdom. I just want to say I care. :hug:

 

[The ANP]

Radiation is hard sorry you are going through it. Here if you need a friend who has been there.

 

[user27357]

it does get better, there is always a breath of hope, thats enough

 

[desiderata310]

Yup. Got the t-shirt. In multiple colors. unfortunately, all of them have coffee and arm pit stains and none of them are very flattering.
I'm sorry. We're all "THERE" or have been "THERE"

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake No one is saying that you have to continue with radiation, therapy or life. It's a choice, and you get to make that choice. We can all sit here and give you reasons why you should fight for your life, tell you that things can and will get better. There are those that have been in your shoes who can empathize with the struggles that you are going through, but in the end, we're back down to choice.

Depression and stress f*ck with our heads, cancer and radiation on top of this, just adds to the f*cking up of everything. I cant imagine how frustrated you are and how tiring all of this is, I'm just not sure what anyone can do to help you. Just know that people here do care, as do I. :hug: