Leighlee87
Silver Member
I figured an anonymous forum is a good place to ask questions I'm too embarrassed to bring up in an actual therapy session. I've recently been diagnosed with DID, and I guess I'm searching for possible causations.
I can't figure out if I'm "normal" or not. So help me out here.
At what are did you start fantasizing about sex? Especially if you were not sexually abused in childhood.
And here is why I ask.
I probably started fantasizing about sex around the age of six. I would use these sexual fantasies to lull myself to sleep every night. The details often changed, but the main theme would always stay the same. I would fantasize that I was being passed around and molested by a group of adults. To me, these thoughts, especially at such a young age, should be concerning, especially considering that as an adult I have newly been diagnosed with DID, but have no clue as to why. But then again, maybe sexual fantasies at that age are not unusual at all. Or maybe the content isn't actually an uncommon theme. So, I'm reaching out in an attempt to seek answers. I apologize for the awkwardness of this thread.
I can't figure out if I'm "normal" or not. So help me out here.
At what are did you start fantasizing about sex? Especially if you were not sexually abused in childhood.
And here is why I ask.
I probably started fantasizing about sex around the age of six. I would use these sexual fantasies to lull myself to sleep every night. The details often changed, but the main theme would always stay the same. I would fantasize that I was being passed around and molested by a group of adults. To me, these thoughts, especially at such a young age, should be concerning, especially considering that as an adult I have newly been diagnosed with DID, but have no clue as to why. But then again, maybe sexual fantasies at that age are not unusual at all. Or maybe the content isn't actually an uncommon theme. So, I'm reaching out in an attempt to seek answers. I apologize for the awkwardness of this thread.
