Childhood I Dont Know If This Is Right Place But I Know

[missfrier]

it not much to any one on Wednesday I have to do safe guarding training I have been really anxious and worried about it so today I have plucked courage up and spoke to deputy head wh is male I dotn trust male I stood by door shaking and pulling on my top it one signs of em anxious and I asked what training is about I also explained that I am trying to deal with my abuse just now so I am really anxious about oing it he said that I can leave the room any time it gets to much for me and he sit me by the door so I can leave he said we should get told opn Wednesday but in case we don't I can leave thee room and have permission to elave he was ok about it I left work shaking and close to tears I know it silly and stupid but I dotn do things like this but it been eating me up

 

[Suzetig]

Its part of my job to train people in child protection - the training doesn't usually go into details about abuse so much as teach people the policies and procedures to be followed if you have any concerns about children. The trainer might use a case example or scenario but I wouldn't expect there to be anything that's traumatic in a lot of detail.

The trainer should also be very aware of the potential for there to be adult survivors in the room and should be sensitive and remind you to take breaks if you need some head space. Easier said than done but try to take good care of yourself beforehand and make sure you have space to look after yourself afterwards.

You might mention to the trainer than you're worried and they can put your mind at rest. Is there something particular that you're worried might come up?

 

[I_Am_Titanium]

Hey, I'm really proud of you for talking the deputy head. :-) From our talk the other day, I know that was really hard for you. I'm so glad to hear he seems really sensitive to your situation. That's a good step. :-) *hugs*

 

[missfrier]

Thank you. I am titanium it was really hard I was shaking, suzetig it whole thing just. Now as I am trying deal with mine I can't even.watch nspcc adverts I know stupid.

 

[Suzetig]

It's not stupid, the nspcc ads are designed to press your buttons to inspire you to give them money. They're incredibly triggering if you have a history of abuse - I can't watch them either and I'm in a fairly stable place.

 

[missfrier]

Thank,you. I don't read story's. Or watch,them I can't do,it,

It's not stupid, the nspcc ads are designed to press your buttons to inspire you to give them money. They're incredibly triggering if you have a history of abuse - I can't watch them either and I'm in a fairly stable place.