After a couple of downer intro posts, I wanted to mention one really good thing going on. I'm finally back in school, and for the first time ever, doing awesome. New ADHD medicine is helping a lot with this. I'm having more frequent anxiety and panic because I'm going out more often, and I've had to skip a few classes because of it, but professors have been understanding. Overall, I'm doing incredibly well, and I'm okay with having a little more anxiety because I'm actually doing stuff instead of shutting myself inside all day.