sonicwhite
Platinum Member
Take away my nightmares. Ever since I got back from TN I was stealing my second dads Norco making him suffer. It got to the point I felt so guilty that I was going to go into harder stuff and say f the workout of getting better.
So I decided to see a sub doctor. I’ve had an opiate addiction since 2008. It has been just intermittent and it got a lot worse when I came back from TN.
I notice that when I take my nighttime dose I have dreams but they do not scare me. Some times I’ll try to skip a dose because I know the ceiling effect will catch up with me. I’ll cut like 1 mg off the film and put it under my younger while I awake from a nightmare.
Then I go back to sleep with no nightmares the rest of the night.
Please don’t preach to me why I am on something like subs. I did it for me and my health. My family and friends. I just noticed that it works better than any med I’ve used but what so good about it is that it’s taken away my gabapentin addiction also.
So while ppl play with Pharma grade xtc. I will do my best to get clean and sober. Again I don’t abuse any meds anymore. I’m trying to get my life back in order. I’m going to have to go to groups and things like that also.
So does anyone here on Suboxone to help cravings and withdrawals. I also know that withdrawals can also bring in its own host of bad dreams so that mixture with someone who has ptsd is killer.
So I decided to see a sub doctor. I’ve had an opiate addiction since 2008. It has been just intermittent and it got a lot worse when I came back from TN.
I notice that when I take my nighttime dose I have dreams but they do not scare me. Some times I’ll try to skip a dose because I know the ceiling effect will catch up with me. I’ll cut like 1 mg off the film and put it under my younger while I awake from a nightmare.
Then I go back to sleep with no nightmares the rest of the night.
Please don’t preach to me why I am on something like subs. I did it for me and my health. My family and friends. I just noticed that it works better than any med I’ve used but what so good about it is that it’s taken away my gabapentin addiction also.
So while ppl play with Pharma grade xtc. I will do my best to get clean and sober. Again I don’t abuse any meds anymore. I’m trying to get my life back in order. I’m going to have to go to groups and things like that also.
So does anyone here on Suboxone to help cravings and withdrawals. I also know that withdrawals can also bring in its own host of bad dreams so that mixture with someone who has ptsd is killer.