Pit of depression on new years eve always!

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I’m pretty scared about tomorrow or tonight’s nye depends on where u live. I’m dreading it already, especially since no one has invited me anywhere yet! In the past it didn’t bother me I had no friends because I literally didn’t want or feel like I needed any, now it’s so much worse that I do ! I guess back up is family but that doesn’t really count lol. I hate New Years! Why do I feel like I should be out doing all these grand things it’s so cold here, minus 40 I don’t even like going to the car ! But I still feel like I should be out there, and it makes me feel like a complete loser, and worse than that it makes me feel like time is slipping away from me. I’m not in a puddle of tears yet, but I know it’s gonna happen and I’m scared. This year was pretty bad for me, and this is also a time for reflection, all I can say for sure is that I survived it.

 

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Hi @tracy jones... I'm not doing anything either... I think a few of us are going to be on here later if you want to come along.?

 

[Sandstone]

Nowadays, I treat it as any other night, and go to bed at 10pm. So no-one would think of inviting me anywhere; they know I'd rather sleep.

It might be too late to change what happens this New Year, though you could try thinking about who you would enjoy spending it with and invite them round.

no one has invited me anywhere yet!

You can take control, you don't have to wait for someone else to make your life what you want.

Bit I think the most important thing to hold onto is in your title - you say you feel this at this time of year "always". So you know this is a brief feeling, however bad it gets, and you know you are strong enough to get through it. That doesn't devalue the depth of your feeling, it just shows how resilient you really are.