What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[Lionheart]

Fear of losing my remaining family members and then being all alone. I wIsh I could be more positive with my thoughts. I am trying to be positive...I'm not always the best at it.

 

[Deanna]

Doing chores in a few minutes.

 

[Tinyflame]

Why a particular person I know is always where I am leaving on tuesdays, whether I get out early or late (a 2 hr window).

When you are required to walk on eggshells some shells are going to break eventually, no matter how hard you try not to be a target.

My life has some wonderful things, and is soul-and-self destroying in other parts. Like 2 opposite ends of a Bell curve, intertwined.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

I should be snoozing rather than scrolling...but like a moth to a flame...

 

[Tinyflame]

It's 4 a.m. and I'm wide awake. Litany of crap thoughts in my head, revolving around what family isn't; too many pressures, worries and fears;, why people try to intentionally cause hurt feelings. Realize the difference between forgotten, overlooked and rejected. Thought of writing the first out in attempt to get rid of it, but why bother, not helpful. Ate and feel sick. Wish I hadn't Try again to sleep.

 

[Mee]

‘Don’t self trigger, stay away from the bad place’.

 

[Mee]

I want cheese. I wish I could eat some cheese. I won’t eat cheese because I have to get my eating into a regimen. And I did well today. Maybe tomorrow I can have a little cheese. A portion of cheese is the same as one index finger. I wish I had huge fingers. Sigh. The only thing that could get be back to Wisconsin ever would be Cheese curds. And Kringles. I wish I could stop thinking about cheese. Especially American cheese.

 

[ladee]

I am thinking how guilty I feel for eating cheese while reading @Mee's post. :wideeyed: :oops:

 

[Mee]

I am thinking how guilty I feel for eating cheese while reading @Mee's post. :wideeyed: :oops:

I just hope it’s good cheese and you are enjoying it ?

 

[ladee]

I am. But not as much as before I read your post.:sorry:

 

[Mee]

I am. But not as much as before I read your post.:sorry:

Oh no! My cheeselessness doesn’t make me want to take away pleasure from your cheese blessed state! On the contrary, I am glad someone gets to enjoy cheese!


Mmmmm cheese! ?

 

[ladee]

:laugh: :laugh:, I'm having a co-dependant relapse perhaps?? :laugh: