Madmaninabox
Confident
OK so I work at a fairly slow coffee shop. A lot of the time it is just me there. We don't normally take our 10 minute break. (This is illegal were I live but I can't do much to change it)
I am fine with this except for one problem. I'm being talked down to for even leaving for 2 minutes to use the bathroom. Today I knew I was going to be alone for 45 minutes and I kinda had to go so I said before you leave let me run to the bathroom. (She had 10 minutes before she was off)
My boss said in a sarcastic voice "of course that's what you always do" I just walked away. This is the normal there though. We were not busy or anything. I don't know why this is true but I have written about it here before. Everyone I work with just holds it.
I can't do it though it's triggering. My major trauma happened on the way to the bathroom. Some of it occurred in the bathroom. It involved having to beg to go to the bathroom after being raped. I really really can't handle what's happening at work. It's so triggering and it's a every day occurrence.
I don't really want to explain any of this to my boss. I shouldn't have to explain I have trauma to be aloud to go to the bathroom.
If anyone has any advice because I'm hitting my limit here. I drove around for 2 hours today because I was to scared to stop moving. This is the part of my trauma that f*cked with me in so many way. And I honestly haven't really processed. I don't want to tell my boss it's really personal to me. But I also can't handle this keeping happening.
I am fine with this except for one problem. I'm being talked down to for even leaving for 2 minutes to use the bathroom. Today I knew I was going to be alone for 45 minutes and I kinda had to go so I said before you leave let me run to the bathroom. (She had 10 minutes before she was off)
My boss said in a sarcastic voice "of course that's what you always do" I just walked away. This is the normal there though. We were not busy or anything. I don't know why this is true but I have written about it here before. Everyone I work with just holds it.
I can't do it though it's triggering. My major trauma happened on the way to the bathroom. Some of it occurred in the bathroom. It involved having to beg to go to the bathroom after being raped. I really really can't handle what's happening at work. It's so triggering and it's a every day occurrence.
I don't really want to explain any of this to my boss. I shouldn't have to explain I have trauma to be aloud to go to the bathroom.
If anyone has any advice because I'm hitting my limit here. I drove around for 2 hours today because I was to scared to stop moving. This is the part of my trauma that f*cked with me in so many way. And I honestly haven't really processed. I don't want to tell my boss it's really personal to me. But I also can't handle this keeping happening.