Syd.vicious
Learning
So recently I have been talking with survivors of SA at my university but it’s just not the same. I was sexually abused for eight years from 4-12. While everyone I have talked to has had their experience as an adult. Which I’m not saying isnt bad.
But I have been struggling a lot recently with my current self knowing what happened was wrong and my child self not knowing that and wanting those things to happen. I’ve talked to my T and she says it’s gonna be hard to get those to agree but I just kinda want to talk about it with people who understand this specific battle.
How did you get the two ages to meld and stop fighting each other? How does this effect you now? If you’re still struggling like me, how are you trying to deal with it?
But I have been struggling a lot recently with my current self knowing what happened was wrong and my child self not knowing that and wanting those things to happen. I’ve talked to my T and she says it’s gonna be hard to get those to agree but I just kinda want to talk about it with people who understand this specific battle.
How did you get the two ages to meld and stop fighting each other? How does this effect you now? If you’re still struggling like me, how are you trying to deal with it?