How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[becvan]

Crappy day, yet I'm handling it better today. (mind you I am sleeping again now) My car broke again. Just had the tie rod and knuckle fixed last week, the ball joint and wheel well went today. Kiss 500 bucks goodbye. I so can not afford this.. *sighs* Wasted my day dealing with the car. I crocheted a few rows on my blanket (how the hell do you spell aphgan? afgan?) and am considering looking at the math. I'm not happy or with it but I'm not deeply depressed or hate the world. Better than yesterday no matter how I look at it.

Bec

 

[Boo-Damphir]

Quite an interesting day. I contacted my Gyn Doc and got my hormone patch dose increased. (I had a hysterectomy about 10 yrs ago and have been on a hormone replacement patch every since.) I've been really moody and bitchy the last couple of weeks combined with sweating like a pig! I overdid it on the housework a few days ago and was sore and tired when my husband got home. He's really sick of this and told me, "I'm just going to quit talking to you about your limits, you don't listen anyway." Then all I remember was him just talking and talking... I looked over at him and asked, "then why are you still talking?" I have never spoken to him like that in 11 years!! But I have to say, my inner child still thinks it's funny :moon:

Bless his heart, we've been through so much, this is just one more silly bump in the road. Here's crossing my fingers that the increased dose works!

 

[reallydown]

crappy day today...got home around 7 pm

messed up a midterm...just couldn't remember stuff...even though i studied hard...generally though...school's not going well...already waaay behind...grrrrr so that's keeping me a bit depressed especially when i remember the time (waaay back) when i used to be ahead of schedule all the time...

 

[YoungAndAngry]

The nightmares are wearing me down...
I don't have the energy to read everyones posts right now :(

Take care,
Y&A

 

[anthony]

You first YA... you first. Take care of you, then everything else comes afterwards.

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Thanks Anthony :)

I'm trying...

 

[anthony]

If you need me YA... just PM and we can live chat... I will make myself available for you. Just know it, and use it if need be.

 

[darkskies]

I've got a headache that won't go away today- have cough and cold. Found out yesterday that the bloke that caused trauma might not be out in the community like i thought, but could have be in medium secure mental hospital for the last 16mths.- Not sure how i feel about it. Think i need to find out for sure. Have i been unnecessarily stressing/panicing for no reason all this time? Have i just wasted all that time?

 

[Boo-Damphir]

Is there an action you can take to find out his location? When do you feel most unsafe?

 

[Kims_Man]

Have i been unnecessarily stressing/panicing for no reason all this time? Have i just wasted all that time?

Hey Darkskies,

I know that when my wife KNEW her tormenter was locked up, she still had anxiety and explosive episodes. She still broke out in a cold sweat and got the most heartbreaking fearful look on her face every time the doorbell wrang. So don't kick yourself too hard, even the absolute knowledge that they can't get to you doesn't seem to stop those feelings.

 

[darkskies]

Boo -i've contacted victim support via email- i know they talk people through going to court and what happens after sentancing. am awaiting a reply. i've considered phoning up the mental health centre he was meant to be attending and asking them in a sinario situation. i know they couldn't tell me specifically about him because of confidentiality, but maybe they could say what would be likely? It's knawing at me, i don't no whether i'm being rational about it - i think maybe i should hold off calling for now and then if it's still bothering me, consider it again.

Kim's man- when i got told i was sure it would make a difference and thought that the fear would go away, but what you said makes sense. i don't know what difference it would make, if any. i think i would feel relief, i can see what your saying, knowing it and feeling it are two different things.

? i'm looking for the quick fix, when there isn't one.

 

[becvan]

crappy day today...got home around 7 pm

messed up a midterm...just couldn't remember stuff...even though i studied hard...generally though...school's not going well...already waaay behind...grrrrr so that's keeping me a bit depressed especially when i remember the time (waaay back) when i used to be ahead of schedule all the time...

I am so with you on this. I dropped two classes just last week to help me catch up. I used to be Miss organized and ahead of schedule now I'm like what text book, what subject? Grr. I'm trying to adjust myself and my workload to what I am capable of now...

Bec