Finished My Essay And Handed It In!

[ms spock]

A Total Milestone for Me!

I had so much unworthiness, not good enough, never will be good enough, crap depressive thinking and that not so helpful over lay of Complex Trauma permeating it all. And I just put one foot in front of the other and kept going. Battling with that distorted thinking was so emotionally consuming for me. I have been stuck in this stuff of paralysis, dissociation, derealistion and depersonalisation for a long, long time. So I came back and I did stuff. Big for me.

Not a lot for other people, but a personal Mt Everest for Me!

 

[joeylittle]

Congratulations, @Ms Spock - I've been following along as you've climbed this mountain, and it has been a very long and difficult up and down to the other side for you. Well done! :tup:

 

[ms spock]

@joeylittle Thanks. It was damn hard. I am trying to be busy doing things that I have severe avoidance with.
If I can crack that then I can get there. And I am cracking it. I am getting there.

 

[Ellabella44]

congrats ms spock !!!

 

[ms spock]

@Ellabella44! I am trying to take it in, I can't yet, but I will get there.

 

[jaccat]

Congratulations!

 

[shimmerz]

YEAH You, @Ms Spock !!!! Keep cracking! :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[Recovery4Me]

Congrats, wear your garland proudly!

 

[shimmerz]

^^^^lol lol lol Love this!!!

 

[Deleted member 20280]

@Ms Spock this is fantastic news.. I am sending Little_Laurie now with a huge great big :hug: from him and me.

 

[lil_fighter]

@Ms Spock Congratulations! This is a huge achievement and shows how strong you are. You are well on your way and this is a positive sign of progress and proof that you can achieve your goals despite everything. Your post is inspirational to read, thank you for sharing and congrats again :)

 

[Jane.l]

Well done you - onwards and upwards :)