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I suppose there is advice in what I posted. But I just meant, wasn't meaning to say you should do any one thing. Just keep moving towards healthy, which is a long game. A marathon, not a sprint. That's all.
 
A marathon, not a sprint. That's all.

Isnt everything.

Im currently eatting a few mega stuffed golden oeros dunked in milk (guilty pleasure). I gotta not just eat more, i need to eat better when i do eat. Blah :wtf:

Im gonna go get some naked juice, yum!

Im also arguing w/ my dad. Does everyone get this way when they get old? The 40 yr gap in our age doesnt help i suppose. We were watching a movie on Netflix (i was falling asleep) and he asks A BAZILLON QUESTIONS which is f*cking annoying! If you watch the damn movie, you'll not have to ask anything. And you cant watch something he's seen cuz he narriates it & you ask him to stop and he says ok but wait this part this and that happens... :banghead:

Then i tell him that asking me a bazillon questions is annoying (i dont take my xanax on my days off so my patience w/ him is much thinner) and he says "im sorry i annoy you" and then i try to explain "you dont annoy me, what you do does"...then he calls me bossy :banghead::banghead:

My life! :wtf: I love that face, it describes me sooo well lol
 
(endeavoring to stay on topic for practice)

Kids eat tons of sugar and somehow turn it all into growth. The brain needs tons of sugar. Adults get more complex (many keep forcing insane diets on themselves). My mom has regressed to only pizza and ice cream, which no one is able to affect it seems. I think food really matters but like I said, it is pretty complex too. I think you've gotten some great suggestions on this thread. FJ's stuff about liquid foods was good idea. I truly have no more advice on it, just because it all is so complex.

A few weeks ago I bought Oreos because a friend had given me some and I felt like I deserved a treat or something. I woke middle of the night aspirating and ended up puking a lot. I don't even think because Oreos are bad, but just, my body does some unpredictable things these days.

Oh I do have one other thing -- Epicurus, who is ironically associated with gourmet delicacies, had 3 maxims. Live far from the city, surround yourself with friends, and eat simple. He said it's not what you eat but who you eat with that matters. I'm not him, just remembering that. All pretty good advice for those who can afford it. I live in a city, my friends are all over the world, and eat alone most of the time, so yeah. Epicurus didn't have the internet.
 
Epicurus didn't have the internet.

LOL i like that. Though my dad & step mom live me, i havent felt more alone in my life...until i came to the site ;) But, now ive got this unsteady-ness feeling, new emotions, new thoughts & its all so terrifying & now terrified to be 'alone' w/ my head...so just gotta ease into it. Like JL told me, its a Borderline thing and gotta realize the site isnt going anywhere!

I only ate 4 & didnt want anymore so just drank the milk. I hate this, i cant even eat my favoite guilty pleasure :wtf:

Yeah, FJ had some awesome ideas, as did most! Thankful that so many had awesome ideas so i can get myself back into the most natural of things for anything living...eatting. Blah :wtf: I so love that face

You need practice too w/ staying on topic? I thought that was just me? :p
 
Disorganized thinking is a symptom of blah blah whatever. Yes, I have some problems lately remembering what the topic is exactly.

My friend just texted me and said he bought swordfish and to come over. Out of the blue. To be clear, this is not a normal occurrence. He landed a new job and is moving soon, I guess celebrating. It's as if there is a God. I'm gonna bring broccoli.
 
Did a bit of skimming so I may have missed something in the replies.
VERY BAD that has NEVER been helped by any over the counter anything.
That's not surprising, those medications aren't really meant for this kind of thing.

Im thinking about asking for that medication specifically for opiate constipation.
This is the last thing you want, believe me. For one thing, that stuff tastes f*cking awful. Sort of a mix of aspartame, seawater and burning plastic.

Secondly, you have to drink a literal gallon of it. Not exaggerating. A gallon. 4.1 litres. 2 big soda bottles.

Thirdly, you have to chug it. As it basically goes straight through you. You have roughly an hour from when it goes in one end then comes out the other.

In order to build up enough back pressure to push out the clog. You need a good volume of it to be expelled at once.

The other thing is, the digestive system easily becomes dependant on laxatives. The last thing you want is to be forced to endure that, just to take a poop.

You think its worth investing in baby food again?

What about a blender? Make your own baby food. Cheaper, and tastes a hell of a lot better.

I don't want to eat when I am symptomatic either, but you just have to.

Someone else already mentioned that it's not a good idea to replace food with meal replacement shakes. They were absolutely correct. They are great for a snack or for when solid food isn't an option. (Persistent nausea, no teeth, broken jaw, that sort of thing.) Or to supplement a poor diet.

You cannot just switch to a liquid diet willy nilly. In order for solids to come out, they must be also going in.

Sudden stoppage of solid foods can cause the digestive system to be unable to void fully. This means any poo still in there, is just going to remain there. Then begin rotting, very unpleasant.

Sorry to be a downer, but them's the facts.
 
Sorry to be a downer, but them's the facts.

Not a downer. I didnt know that opioid constipation med was liquid. I saw it on tv but thought it was a pill. Yuck, dont wanna go through that.


I ate 4 oreos and now i wanna puke, i hate this! I ate cereal this morn and was fine. Now my tummy hurts :(

I dont have a blender but i can buy one. Dont know what i would blend up tho...other than fruits maybe?

Anyone got any ideas of good nurtious food to mush together that would taste better than baby food (like not just carrots type of thing). I mushed up some peas the other day and ate that but only a few bites. Have no idea how i would get protein w/o meat. Cant see blending up meat. Baby food that says had meat in it is disgusting!

Im so dizzy...I HATE THIS! WHY CANT I JUST f*ckING EAT?!?!?!?
 
Protein rich meat substitutes:
  • Peanuts
  • Lentils
  • Quinoa
  • Eggs
  • Soy
  • Almonds...

Thank you! Only thing i in that list i like is peanuts so peanuts it is. Oh peanut butter! Not sure if I can eat a PB&J. I can see if i can eat some peanuts. Maybe some in the shells so i have to eat slower? Maybe slower wont make my tummy hurt like this? I wish i could just fix it...
 
The NutriBullet comes with a couple books of ideas/recipes. And it liquefies almonds. You can make fruit/veggie smoothies, pureed soups, hummus. It's pretty awesome and easy to use. When I went totally vegan for a while, I used it a lot, and yeah for proteins, nuts, seeds, acai, stuff like this.
 
The NutriBullet comes with a couple books of ideas/recipes.

Is that the small one i see on tv? Theres one that seems pretty awesome on tv & usually not long after its first seen it comes out in the 'as seen on tv' area in walgreens. Not sure if i buy it that way if it would come w/ the recipes (if thats the one)? Only ask cuz i hate buying stuff off tv, easier to return at walgreens but it doesnt come w/ the stuff that it does if you buy it on tv.

I already put blender on my shopping list for when i go to walmart next but gotta go to walgreens for nicotine vaporizer refills before work tomorrow, i may just check that area out real quick cuz i want a good one but wont be going to walmart til next thursday & dont want to wait that long.. Not that i have a ton of things to blend til i get to walmart anyway.

I'll go ahead & get some baby food, some naked juice (i think walgreens sells it though way more expensive...still worth it; just sucks cuz i just bought boost), see if i can get anything on FJ's list. Trying to get as much as i can as soon as i can as this sucks ass! i want to eat real food.

I noticed today that my extreme exhaustion is back too which is also found to be mentally based. I hate my brain! :wtf:
 
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