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1. Medication rant. Something to stick into my diary. Oh wait. I'm avoiding my diary. There be dragons. Where else am I putting my medication rant.
2. Meltdown over the stupidest f*cking thing. (Seriously, a color of someone's glove?)
3. Nevermind. Stay fair, so they may rest.
1. Stupid bitch. That's all we say to it and all where we leave it.
2. Oh, it's Monday. Meaning it's Tuesday tomorrow. Tuesday's good :D
3. Sighted on babysteps.
4. I need way more food, but too anxious to get it. Ha.
5. Abuse moving me to go back on meds, out of necessity, pisses the hell out of me.
1: dueling harpsichords, almost as good as banjos
2: the last day i have any memory continuity is this past thursday. everything else is a big blurry gap.
3: avocados
4: coffee
5: anxiety (would more avocados help that?)
So glad I made the effort to have today off.
That walk was just something else.
To think I wouldn't have gone if not for the other place.
I'm either relaxed or something.
A little sad too, finding old photos, but not in a bad way.
I have anxiety, yeah, so what?
I have several chronic illnesses, yeah, so what?
I deserve a happy, healthy life and I will have it!!!
I have struggled long and hard to get to where I am today.
No one can take my healing progress away from me.
The neighbor must be working on his house.
I want to work on the fence today.
My back and legs hurt.
I'm afraid my washer is dying/
I love my chickens.
1. Meds. Note to self: Don't effing make important decisions when on wrong. goddamn. medication.
2. Except where it's ditching scum, then no time's wrong. So right on.
3. Beach Boys Hour.
4. Action Plan: puke on all the received letters. Return to sender.
5. I'd trade Madlax for Gazth Sonika. She has actually intelligent opponent that isn't even a scumbag.