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1. Just 5 things? How to narrow it down... MY DAUGHTER IS SPEAKING TO ME, I seriously thought she might never again. The relief is immense and can feel the part of my soul she left with returning slowly.
2. Humbled at those here who offered advice and or support during this mornings meltdown, its appreciated more than you know, and all is taken on board.
3. Blessed at having someone in my life who can still see ME through all my jibberish, my husband is a rock.
4. A little embarrassed that my rollercoaster of a life left the tracks, hit a clump of dirt and flipped, publically today. But also pretty amused. And i said I didn't have multiple personalities ahah.
5. Reckon I might even sleep tonight, looking forward to that.
2. Humbled at those here who offered advice and or support during this mornings meltdown, its appreciated more than you know, and all is taken on board.
3. Blessed at having someone in my life who can still see ME through all my jibberish, my husband is a rock.
4. A little embarrassed that my rollercoaster of a life left the tracks, hit a clump of dirt and flipped, publically today. But also pretty amused. And i said I didn't have multiple personalities ahah.
5. Reckon I might even sleep tonight, looking forward to that.
1: there are important things to do today that involve leaving the house.
2: i'm scared to leave the house because of yesterday.
3: i'd really rather get some more sleep.
4: the physical side-effects of losing time are icky; sort of like i'd imagine time-travel sickness to be.
5: classical music is great, as long as it's not a series of exuberant Sousa marches or a symphony that sounds like people grinding up harpsichords.
2: i'm scared to leave the house because of yesterday.
3: i'd really rather get some more sleep.
4: the physical side-effects of losing time are icky; sort of like i'd imagine time-travel sickness to be.
5: classical music is great, as long as it's not a series of exuberant Sousa marches or a symphony that sounds like people grinding up harpsichords.
1. Can you have something with yourself that helps you ground, @corvidae? Making leaving the house easier? Yesterday is yesterday; fear's understandable but it's also very possible it won't repeat, not so short after.
2. More administrative nonsense I didn't sign up for. I'm becoming as allergic to disclosing my medical information to random f*cking parties in writing as in person. Hell, more in writing than in person.
3. I'm Off This f*cking (Non)-Island. .... If it had sea it'd be more doable. Note to self: End up in other shitholes next time you're planning. ;)
4. None tangents to be had here, stahp it head.
5. Still at thoughts of a music box and dear gone people. Dear childhood... Shut the f*ck up.
2. More administrative nonsense I didn't sign up for. I'm becoming as allergic to disclosing my medical information to random f*cking parties in writing as in person. Hell, more in writing than in person.
3. I'm Off This f*cking (Non)-Island. .... If it had sea it'd be more doable. Note to self: End up in other shitholes next time you're planning. ;)
4. None tangents to be had here, stahp it head.
5. Still at thoughts of a music box and dear gone people. Dear childhood... Shut the f*ck up.
Chimera
Diamond Member
-I made it to my appointment, beat the rain (I walk)..and I have a bit of time as T is running behind~
-My "neighbor" is confusing me with someone who will put up with her nonsense, not this time Lady!(she called my landlord to complain about..what, I cannot guess)I'll talk to him soon, ugh.
-I need to find work (needs have musts....that's my problem)
-I really, really, really appreciate all of you :hug:
-how amusing it is when I realise someone has me blocked...no idea I was so naughty...hopefully though, it is just cause I was an ass and not because I caused harm :rolleyes:
-My "neighbor" is confusing me with someone who will put up with her nonsense, not this time Lady!(she called my landlord to complain about..what, I cannot guess)I'll talk to him soon, ugh.
-I need to find work (needs have musts....that's my problem)
-I really, really, really appreciate all of you :hug:
-how amusing it is when I realise someone has me blocked...no idea I was so naughty...hopefully though, it is just cause I was an ass and not because I caused harm :rolleyes:
UnKnown-Self
Diamond Member
Today is one year since H died
The thing I remember most is during the hospice time was feeling God's presence fill the room and one of the nurses told me, "This is one of the reasons it's such an honor to do hospice work." No one spoke of there being the presence, no one had to.
It also bonded me and my daughter who stayed with me the whole time in a way neither of us will ever forget.
Who was that person that so tenderly cared for him, every detail so important? Why did she leave me as I tumbled deep down the rabbit hole afterwards?
If I am capable of all I was for him as he slowly died while the toxins poisoned his body, why can't I find some compassion for myself so I can finally live?
The thing I remember most is during the hospice time was feeling God's presence fill the room and one of the nurses told me, "This is one of the reasons it's such an honor to do hospice work." No one spoke of there being the presence, no one had to.
It also bonded me and my daughter who stayed with me the whole time in a way neither of us will ever forget.
Who was that person that so tenderly cared for him, every detail so important? Why did she leave me as I tumbled deep down the rabbit hole afterwards?
If I am capable of all I was for him as he slowly died while the toxins poisoned his body, why can't I find some compassion for myself so I can finally live?
Chimera
Diamond Member
(((((@Alice.in.Wonderland ))))))
1. I'm sorry @Alice.in.Wonderland ((((((((( alice )))))))))))))
2. Nope, compassion for others too , not for self.
3.Did, or said, or didn't say, or didn't do, the wrong thing again. Or so it seems. I don't care anymore, actually. I give up.
4. I don't ever feel God present.
5. I have acute senses.
2. Nope, compassion for others too , not for self.
3.Did, or said, or didn't say, or didn't do, the wrong thing again. Or so it seems. I don't care anymore, actually. I give up.
4. I don't ever feel God present.
5. I have acute senses.
UnKnown-Self
Diamond Member
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1. I can't believe I am posting here. Thanks to those who made a safe place to do this.
2. Today a long running situation came to a shitty climax
3. I was triggered and I was afraid. My reaction could have been better.
4. Today I found a new coping skill - the beach, the cold, the wind, the sound of the ocean, the realisation that in standing there I was free
5. Today I coped
2. Today a long running situation came to a shitty climax
3. I was triggered and I was afraid. My reaction could have been better.
4. Today I found a new coping skill - the beach, the cold, the wind, the sound of the ocean, the realisation that in standing there I was free
5. Today I coped
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2. Why does a stupid homepage with writing advices trigger me so much?!
3. Cleo didn't mean to do any harm but here I am...frozen.
4. I've avoided my pen all week - fear of the outcome.
5. Wanna go hide.
- Second that! :hug:
2. Why does a stupid homepage with writing advices trigger me so much?!
3. Cleo didn't mean to do any harm but here I am...frozen.
4. I've avoided my pen all week - fear of the outcome.
5. Wanna go hide.
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