5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[UnKnown-Self]

Thinking how happy I am for @ladee and her happiness.

Knowing she has earned some happiness and certainly works hard by asking herself the difficult questions and being so supportive of everyone.

Nothing lasts forever .... Remember that not only in the good times but the bad too.

Thinking how I remind myself of that more in the good times than the bad. Why do I embrace the bad and hold on to it so tightly and so easily let go of the the good things? I can fill a book with things that are bad about me, things I don't like about myself and when it comes to the good, especially things I am good at or like about myself, I'm suddenly blind, deaf and dumb.

I'm feeling out of sync today. I am such a weirdo.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I don't think @Alice.in.Wonderland you are a weirdo, rather quite wise & not self-pitying. ( :hug: , + true).
2. I feel sick to my stomach.
3. I have to get much done.
4. I feel itchy.
5. I listen to people who say I have no worth.

1. I think shutting down means I no longer react to whatever is dished out (can't find the words)

 

[jaccat]

I'm getting a little tired of being cold, even though I'm enjoying the sunshine.
Why are computers so annoying?
I also feel itchy:meh:
I'm wondering why it is my T doesn't have any expectations about my ability to ever really trust, while other people's Ts seem to feel it a necessity of healing.
I'm inclined to believe my T has it right. Not sure if I find that disappointing or not.

 

[Deleted member 33052]

Wondering why I seem to absorb others anxiety like a sponge.

Wishing I didn't feel so guil...

I could totally just say, "ditto" .

 

[Deleted member 33052]

I'm wondering what I was thinking when I scheduled EMDR and psychiatrist appointments back-to-back
Even though I'm feeling ok, I'm tired of fighting the good fight
Wondering if I would survive my life if I didn't have pets
Thinking I should go plant a row of peas...

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Not looking forward to work tomorrow

Friday didn't end well and it sucked all my energy this weekend

I'm already up too late to get a decent nights sleep

I really like the group I work for but I always f*ck things up because I have no filter or pause button

Being around people all day becomes overwhelming and then I get easily triggered and I don't act appropriately which makes me so sick and tired for apologizing for being an asshole

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. When I felt nervous earlier I shook my arms around for a bit
2. Surprised that sort of helped...
3. Gonna enjoy the rest of my day in pajamas
4. My dreams are becoming a bit eerie, premonition-y
5. Glad to have returned most of my library books

 

[Ronin]

1. Ask me in a few hours, right now happily not thinking.
2. Kind of flashbacking to different floaty. As usual the angle of sunlight's to blame.
3. I don't remember on what terms we're with someone. Oh well, waiting it is.
4. Past week about sucked out all the spoons I had for dealing with nonsense.
5. Still thinking of Finnish islands that look like a good location but for the temps. Or: debates with DF about trips ahoy.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

1. Pure coffee tastes awful
2. This coffee shop is expensive, but it's the only place where I could charge. Like, 1.5 dollars for coffee!
3. Today my T had a rough day :P Which meant a more lighthearted session.
4. The horribly slow murderer with an extremely inefficient weapon
5. I am supposed to go hiking this weekend :)

 

[Sandstone]

1. I'm very distressed, for no good reason
2. It makes me want to lash out
3. I won't lash out
4. Instead I'll lash in
5. I loathe myself

 

[Anrish]

1. This Monday was okay.
2. Piles of folders block my desk.
3. Don't want to get my monthly issues.
4. Ture is here.
5. He scares me right now.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

1. Owmawgawdaxiphosfor150dollarsiwishiwasntpoor
2. Hmm, sex
3. I should sleep
4. I'm emotionally drained
5. Why the heck am I so shaky