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I miss my son. He is dead. But I really miss him alot. He was such a character. I talked to him almost every day. He came over alot. I wish I could cry over him. I really ache with missing him. I miss my brother too. He is also dead. He was my friend. We were close. I hate death.
Today I am missing two of the most important men in my life. One being my Dad who passed away three years ago this Sunday. And the other being my fiance, Alex. Alex is my rock and my foundation. I met him at the lowest point in life, when my ptsd symptoms started. Alex didn't run away, he has stayed right by my side and has been there for me ever since. Currently, Alex and I are separated because of school. I wish our school were closer together.
I am missing the old me, the me that could take on the world and its issues, the me that sprung out of bed on a morning and didnt have to drag herself, the me that knew she made a positive difference to others, the me that had a clear mind, optimisum and hopes for the future.
Jeez, missing my T. Who would've thought that....Only another 3 weeks til she's back.
Was confident and positive that I could do this, but missing her now. To make it worse it's not even been a week since our last session. Sigh...She just seems so far away.