July 22, 2012 I was sexually assaulted at a house party. I blamed myself for taking two shots of rum, then blacking out for 8 hrs.( I know now that being drunk, or unconscious is no excuse for anyone to violate my body) When I awoke from the nightmare, I was in a bed without pants. One of the guys washed my leggings from that night. I retrieved them, then went home. When I arrived home I sent out messages to the guys that I knew attended the party to find out what happened to me. One guy from the party told me that I acted as if I wanted "it". I removed all reminders from that night from my life. I threw away the clothes I wore to the party, deleted pictures, and blocked all of the guys who I believed had something to do with assaulting me.
Then it all came back like a ton of bricks. I was 15 minutes into "Audrie & Daisy" when the flood gate broke, and emotions I never dealt with before began to pour out.
While the film has forced me to address the assault, I really just want the emotions to go back into the box they were hiding in....
Then it all came back like a ton of bricks. I was 15 minutes into "Audrie & Daisy" when the flood gate broke, and emotions I never dealt with before began to pour out.
While the film has forced me to address the assault, I really just want the emotions to go back into the box they were hiding in....
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