PI, don't let this or anyone define who you are, you are those moments when light within comes out and fills you with wonder, when you saw the sun first comes up in the morning and it's so quiet you can almost hear your heart beat then a bird lands so close to you out of nowhere looking right you. You are the awe-struck child who saw their first fireworks or swam or rode a bicycle by yourself and could feel the wind in your face and it was like flying and nothing else existed at that moment ...that essence is you, you are not your trauma, you are not your victimization, you are not PTSD symptoms, you are real and you matter.