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@digger1 , thank you so much. No, I do see more to do now (process) and will continue in my diary.
I never had a chance following the divorce. I was working at peak 70 hours per week trying to go to school and see the kids, a bit of pressure having obtained a 4.0 the year prior. (you know I kissed some English teacher hiney ;) )- I had a breakdown. Was desperate to try to earn a sustainable wage. Then a couple bouts of hospitalization. Dropped out of school.
I also think it was a terrific step towards being able to process in the presence of someone as I never have, well I did not complete the process but had to trace the projections and it was a worthy journey worth trying again. Have yet to truly delve into the trauma issues having to deal with day to day with therapist. A lot of transitions now as my significant other is fairly fresh into sobriety. (And thank God we have made it this far it has been rough).
My shadow however said ..enough is enough, now is the time to activate some of this for the sake of integration so hopefully there will be a unification, a healing in my memory.
I can only thank God, I am able to in many cases (( if my emotional state does not crumble along the way (I am aware I need to slow down) get on the other side of things and be a very fulfilled person who takes no more bull. I see some integration and answered prayers. Further exploring Jungian Psychiatry.
I do not know if people process the same.
But know, I am very blessed to have met you my friend digger1. :)
I never had a chance following the divorce. I was working at peak 70 hours per week trying to go to school and see the kids, a bit of pressure having obtained a 4.0 the year prior. (you know I kissed some English teacher hiney ;) )- I had a breakdown. Was desperate to try to earn a sustainable wage. Then a couple bouts of hospitalization. Dropped out of school.
I also think it was a terrific step towards being able to process in the presence of someone as I never have, well I did not complete the process but had to trace the projections and it was a worthy journey worth trying again. Have yet to truly delve into the trauma issues having to deal with day to day with therapist. A lot of transitions now as my significant other is fairly fresh into sobriety. (And thank God we have made it this far it has been rough).
My shadow however said ..enough is enough, now is the time to activate some of this for the sake of integration so hopefully there will be a unification, a healing in my memory.
I can only thank God, I am able to in many cases (( if my emotional state does not crumble along the way (I am aware I need to slow down) get on the other side of things and be a very fulfilled person who takes no more bull. I see some integration and answered prayers. Further exploring Jungian Psychiatry.
I do not know if people process the same.
But know, I am very blessed to have met you my friend digger1. :)
