Relationship Carer Needs Meds?

[Tom Mintz]

She has an episode going on two months now. I get to where I can not function sometimes after she leaves for work. It takes me a few hours to re-center and be able to properly interact with anyone, including our kids. My dad, a doctor, priscribed me a low dose of lorazepam, to help with the panic attacks and aniexiaty. But it isn't working, I hope to see a the shrink in a few days and get a true evaluation done. But in the mean time I can feel myself slipping deeper and deeper in depression. It use to be a daily dose of tickle time with me and the kids, if she was in a good state she might jump in. I honestly dont remember the last time I tickled them. Hang on I will be right back I got to try that real quick. WOW!! That felt great. But now that is over the good feeling is fleeting and the sadness and darkness creep, no creep is to slow, rolls back almost as soon as the play time ends. Please what is wrong with, so scared and needing help.