It's pretty odd for me to come here with this post "reading my mind" or the verse granting me welcome. But what is not odd about me. Im an Aquarius. I thought mostly people had a hard time talking to me. I'm starting to realize I have a hard time talking to people in general. I thought via the net I was mr talkative. Now I see, most of it is me. It really sucks when your in a relationship and you can't risk explaining your emotions.So I just found out I have PTSD from a relationship I was in / may still be in. As An Aquarius with a Scorpio Moon, I thought I was done with this, all of my past. But I guess not, so I have been studying this thing for a year, and I sure do have it! New Years anxiety just because I am going to do something I do every year, but should not BE so needlessly emotionally striking. Actually realizing I have PTSD made any anxiety I had, even worse, because now Im judging my anxiety. Hmm I had to take a shower to chill out, and calm myself down. I'm glad it helped, felt nice and womb like, I could feel all my stress leaving with the water, I just say in the shower. And it helped it immensely. I'm tripping... At least I made a profile and will have fun letting some therapist get to know me in 2016.
Thanks mom and dad.