abbynormal1929
Confident
Hi everyone.
So my wife and I are semi-officially separated, whatever you want to call it, it's over. We're still living in the same house. For now I don't have anywhere else to go with the quarantine and all, not to mention financial constraints. She wants to keep me in the same house, and keep me her friend. My guess would be because she wants to move internationally to be with her girlfriend eventually, and I can keep her from bringing our son. I'm hurt, and I'm lonely. I want to finally get a job in the field of my masters degree so I can afford to live independently, and I want to move out. Aside from my wife, this place comes with a whole lot of drama from my wife's family. There's also my stepdaughter, who has autism, and isn't responding well to the lockdown. She kicked through a plate glass window when my son crying, and making too much noise. She hasn't done anything like that in a long time, but since she's been out of school, she's been getting more and more behavioral. I can't stop thinking how much easier it would be for me if it was just me and my son Leo. I'm so tired, and all of these stresses are getting to me more and more. I just need to be able to handle the stress of being a mental health counselor in some capacity, and then I'll be making enough money to do do anything I want, on my own income. Today, she gave me a figurative pat on the head, because I called to pay the electric bill, and arranged to have someone give us a quote on fixing the broken windows. I felt like I was being thrown and bone. Any way just wanted to post something reflecting my current thoughts.
So my wife and I are semi-officially separated, whatever you want to call it, it's over. We're still living in the same house. For now I don't have anywhere else to go with the quarantine and all, not to mention financial constraints. She wants to keep me in the same house, and keep me her friend. My guess would be because she wants to move internationally to be with her girlfriend eventually, and I can keep her from bringing our son. I'm hurt, and I'm lonely. I want to finally get a job in the field of my masters degree so I can afford to live independently, and I want to move out. Aside from my wife, this place comes with a whole lot of drama from my wife's family. There's also my stepdaughter, who has autism, and isn't responding well to the lockdown. She kicked through a plate glass window when my son crying, and making too much noise. She hasn't done anything like that in a long time, but since she's been out of school, she's been getting more and more behavioral. I can't stop thinking how much easier it would be for me if it was just me and my son Leo. I'm so tired, and all of these stresses are getting to me more and more. I just need to be able to handle the stress of being a mental health counselor in some capacity, and then I'll be making enough money to do do anything I want, on my own income. Today, she gave me a figurative pat on the head, because I called to pay the electric bill, and arranged to have someone give us a quote on fixing the broken windows. I felt like I was being thrown and bone. Any way just wanted to post something reflecting my current thoughts.