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Snowangel6
So I’ve been struggling a lot these past few years…maybe months. It seems like I try to get better and get back to myself and the things I like to do, but no matter what I still feel a pit of existential dread that never goes away.
I feel all of the problems I’ve had since childhood that even as an adult elludes me on how to heal or give myself the things I needed.
I’m basically a giant pit of unmet needs that I never figured out.
The pain is so bad, I just went through a really challenging relationship where I had no control over anything and this person did something in order to enact some type of extreme.
Justice. I knew them intimately and they went ahead and put me through trauma that almost killed me. I haven’t really been the same
Since and my identity is in shambles. I have no idea who I am right now or what I want or anything. I’m in survival mode from this and from all of the bad things that happened to me as a child. It feels like no matter how many times I try to get up again, someone is just waiting around the corner to hit me where it really hurts and I just feel f*cking done
I feel all of the problems I’ve had since childhood that even as an adult elludes me on how to heal or give myself the things I needed.
I’m basically a giant pit of unmet needs that I never figured out.
The pain is so bad, I just went through a really challenging relationship where I had no control over anything and this person did something in order to enact some type of extreme.
Justice. I knew them intimately and they went ahead and put me through trauma that almost killed me. I haven’t really been the same
Since and my identity is in shambles. I have no idea who I am right now or what I want or anything. I’m in survival mode from this and from all of the bad things that happened to me as a child. It feels like no matter how many times I try to get up again, someone is just waiting around the corner to hit me where it really hurts and I just feel f*cking done
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