Hello Kabeh. I just read your reply. Well, it's been a good while since my ex and I dated and since I posted this stuff, and a lot of has changed since then. He had told me before that he could never be with me or be with anyone, that he could never be that close to anyone as he was to me. He told me he still loved me even after we broke up. Yet i saw him after that, and when i went up to him he just told me he didn't want to deal with this, and just ran away. And I've also come to find out recently that he's been dating someone else for a while. Possibly even soon after we broke up, possibly even overlapping with me. I texted him recently, he had no idea who I even was. He seemed indifferent to any pain he caused me, to anything we once had. He seemed indifferent to me. He seemed like a totally different person. He knows ive been worrying about him all this time. He just doesnt care.
I'm realizing i may have dodged a bullet as well. idk. It's hard for me to know what was part of the ptsd now and what was him just really not wanting to be with me. I feel played, I feel lead on. I cared so much, he knew that. I feel like i was tossed aside. I'll admit I'm feeling extremely bitter about the whole situation. I had understanding for him before. now I feel like he just kinda f*cked me over.
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