Going To Start Again

[Leah Morgan]

Well I used to spend a lot of time on here the last time I was on here was in July when I was in a psychiatric unit, I left there split up with my husband was made homeless and refused any access to my children. I was accused of being an alcoholic. I met another partner went to court got the right to see my children and proved I was not an alcoholic. I witnessed someone being stabb and some one falling down a flight of stairs and fracturing their skull five times. I have been kicked multiple times by my partner spat on shouted at daily and once got locked in and they threatened to stab me. I manage to break out at 3am but they found me before the police did. Yesterday I left this partner, and confirmed to the police and social services all the allegations of domestic abuse and violence other people had reported were true. I was banned from contacting friends and family. I am now in contact again and they have forgiven me.lost my job. Going to be evicted soon. But now to claw it all back.

 

[ladee]

No one can ever say that you are not a survivor !!!!! Getting on track, going to a safe place via internet, and having the strength to do what you need to do... Very very proud of your tenacity. Welcome back !!!

 

[Leah Morgan]

No one can ever say that you are not a survivor !!!!! Getting on track, going to a safe place via internet...

Thanks it's going to be tough I have left town for my safety and the police have promised to protect me. But I am going to do it for my two babies and my very new niece who I met today

 

[ladee]

Of course it's going to be tough. But from what you have already been thru, you will make this happen in your life. You will succeed. :hug:

 

[Ronin]

Lot of strength on that journey, & stay you. You've got this.

 

[Gadgie]

Quote...."But now to claw it all back."

Bloody Hell, and I thought I had been through a bad time! I wish you all the best for the future, and what a future that is going to be.

I know that, because after reading your post, I just know that you are going to make it, as anyone who is determined as you had just got to make it! Good luck

 

[Anarchy]

You're a strong one!

Wishing you even better luck than I wished you in the summer.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Good to see you back, brave one, sending you my best wishes :hug:

 

[The Albatross]

Welcome back and very sorry Leah for your circumstances.

 

[Leah Morgan]

Thanks everyone. I have now established contact with my sister mum dad and god parents none of whom I have been allowed to talk to. But in all fairness I have to take responsibility I could have walked earlier or shouldn't have been so blind. But hey past is past. I have re contacted everyone who cared for me apologised and they are all happy "I'm back". Don't get me wrong it was so hard. I have just been sat laughing something I didn't think I could, over the 50 odd messages and voice calls of my ex telling me to leave her alone and I haven't responded once. Threats and contradictions. Then demanding I call but I have and will keep my silence. I know it won't be that easy to laugh off when I return home. But for the sake of me and my babies I have to step up and move on. And I have taken three steps small but good steps 1-leave her intact 2- ignore her completely no matter what 3- make contact with everyone Who cared about me and make amends for burning my bridges. Who knows what tomorrow will bring. Good night all take care and thank you for all being there this place is great

 

[ladee]

See, I knew you were a warrior from your first post. I am new here, but you coming back here speaks volumes about the forums and the people here... our safe place.
Congratulations on no contact.... that is so awesome... and really liked that you contacted family.... that took courage...so happy things are already getting better for you.... :hug:

 

[joeylittle]

I was just thinking of you this morning, @Leah Morgan - it's great to see you back. I'm sorry the circumstances are tough, but you sound really strong about it all. Sending you tons of support.