Montgomery
Learning
I've had a lot of nightmares recently, most of them seemingly unrelated to the trauma or my abuser. Just like random really awful dreams. Usually involving the death of a loved one. Not sure if this is related to PTSD in any way or just stress secondary to PTSD? Idk it's confusing.
The dreams i DO have about my abuser are ?good?. Usually they involve romantic stuff like us kissing/cuddling and it feels nice. Sometimes it's sex and i enjoy those dreams too. I don't feel very good about them when im awake and remembering them. I didn't realize i had one last night until i sat down to write about this. As soon as i remembered i just started crying.
Is this normal? I don't know what to make of it.
The dreams i DO have about my abuser are ?good?. Usually they involve romantic stuff like us kissing/cuddling and it feels nice. Sometimes it's sex and i enjoy those dreams too. I don't feel very good about them when im awake and remembering them. I didn't realize i had one last night until i sat down to write about this. As soon as i remembered i just started crying.
Is this normal? I don't know what to make of it.