Hello,
I have read today a great part of this forum and intend to finish what I started. Still, there is a difference I can't quite catch... I understand that PTSD is a disorder that affects you for the rest of your life and it lies in the imbalance between your left and right side of the brain. What I couldn't understand is: doesn't this imbalance occur during PTS too? Is it a chemical or physical one?
Also, does PTS have a time span for appearing, or it can manifest even years later?
I know this is not a place where I can find the answers 'tailored' to my case, but I would very much like to understand at least some of the processes before taking action. I have suffered trauma in my childhood and adolescence. I didn't go to therapy. I handled it myself, and I thought I had handled it well, but I didn't. I just blocked it because I didn't know any other way to cope. My life has gone its course and now, years later, I find myself fighting myself and others for no obvious reasons. My boyfriend, who has been nothing but patient and caring with me, has told me I have to do something, because I'm getting worse. So I have started with research. I don't feel ready for therapy yet. I would just like to know and understand before anything else.
So if you could enlighten me concerning this, it would be of great help.
Thank you, Anthony, for the courage and hard work you put into this forum! I'm sure it helps a great deal of people every day!
Natalia
I have read today a great part of this forum and intend to finish what I started. Still, there is a difference I can't quite catch... I understand that PTSD is a disorder that affects you for the rest of your life and it lies in the imbalance between your left and right side of the brain. What I couldn't understand is: doesn't this imbalance occur during PTS too? Is it a chemical or physical one?
Also, does PTS have a time span for appearing, or it can manifest even years later?
I know this is not a place where I can find the answers 'tailored' to my case, but I would very much like to understand at least some of the processes before taking action. I have suffered trauma in my childhood and adolescence. I didn't go to therapy. I handled it myself, and I thought I had handled it well, but I didn't. I just blocked it because I didn't know any other way to cope. My life has gone its course and now, years later, I find myself fighting myself and others for no obvious reasons. My boyfriend, who has been nothing but patient and caring with me, has told me I have to do something, because I'm getting worse. So I have started with research. I don't feel ready for therapy yet. I would just like to know and understand before anything else.
So if you could enlighten me concerning this, it would be of great help.
Thank you, Anthony, for the courage and hard work you put into this forum! I'm sure it helps a great deal of people every day!
Natalia