I decided to sign up on a PTSD forum and this one was at the top when I googled PTSD forums. I have been diagnosed but at this time am not on any medications for it, though I was taking valium for awhile, but only when it got bad. I can remember exactly when my PTSD started though it was many years before it even had a name. I was diagnosed as an adult back in the 1990's. It stems from childhood abuse and then one particular event that pushed me over the edge, which I won't go into here but I was 7 years old at the time. It changed my life and how I looked at things. That's all for now.