Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

that would make me strong enought to be trust by my brain to know what it was hidden to keep me sane

 

[Givrali]

When I was a kid I kept comparing falling asleep to playing chess against my brain

 

[Givrali]

doing the same about unlocking the knowlegde of what happened in ma life

 

[Givrali]

I can't stop trying to find out

 

[Givrali]

I still feel like I'm truly alone and every thing hide an awful danger

 

[Givrali]

argh I forgot my morning medication

 

[Givrali]

let's forget everthing about yesterday
(won't delete anytime, just pretend to not notice that)

 

[Givrali]

I always ruin everythings

 

[Givrali]

I hate going back to serious buisness but it's time to stop doing my bad habits and acts again like someone responsable

 

[Givrali]

I put trash in the trash and put plats and co in the washing machine, so tomorrow my helper can cook and have a serious talk with me... Hate having to deal with responsabilities, I was never formed to that

 

[Givrali]

can't I just not be me ?

 

[Givrali]

I hate being me, I'm stuck with myself