scarlette_crimson
Silver Member
Y@a
The docters I went about seven years ago think I was shot In the head or face.All I know is when I went to get A nuerological check up (becuse I had PTSD )They in formed me that they could not complete the MRI becuse I Had a medal OBstruction in my face.so I went to my gp and he said you have screws in your face and a plate in your head.When I first found OUt I started sceaming what I was going to do to my X and His family.....Then I took A step Back AQnd started to remember things from long time ago.I do not in anyway have the same structure of face I had when I was a Child My nose Was rebuil And so wasMy chin my eyes are no way the same.I was so pretty and now I am this person that knows better and looks like a stranger I use to not look in the mirror becuse I was scared of who ever was looking back at me.(denial)My husband says I still look prett and yes I would have been prettyer the other way but it dose not matter.I have a scar across my throat one on my forhead.where ever I was taken I call it the great cover up.My dock Says this is sick.All I say is when I Look in the mirrors IS this gohst like form she is not me and I have had to accept her.Sometimes I will stare at her in the mirror and tell her she is very pretty too.
The docters I went about seven years ago think I was shot In the head or face.All I know is when I went to get A nuerological check up (becuse I had PTSD )They in formed me that they could not complete the MRI becuse I Had a medal OBstruction in my face.so I went to my gp and he said you have screws in your face and a plate in your head.When I first found OUt I started sceaming what I was going to do to my X and His family.....Then I took A step Back AQnd started to remember things from long time ago.I do not in anyway have the same structure of face I had when I was a Child My nose Was rebuil And so wasMy chin my eyes are no way the same.I was so pretty and now I am this person that knows better and looks like a stranger I use to not look in the mirror becuse I was scared of who ever was looking back at me.(denial)My husband says I still look prett and yes I would have been prettyer the other way but it dose not matter.I have a scar across my throat one on my forhead.where ever I was taken I call it the great cover up.My dock Says this is sick.All I say is when I Look in the mirrors IS this gohst like form she is not me and I have had to accept her.Sometimes I will stare at her in the mirror and tell her she is very pretty too.
