I Feel Too Tired

[izmo]

I am too exhausted, too tired. I accept that I'm not and will never be enough, I accept that okay and I'm sorry.

But I'm just tired and want the pain to go away.

 

[bluebird]

I am sorry to hear you are feeling so down... I understand you are tired, I understand want the pain to disappear - who wouldn´t have wanted that? But I honestly do not think you are somehow worthless, "not enough" - you are a human being with your own value, which can´t be stolen from you by anyone and anything. You are not defined by bad things that happened in the past; you are and always were and always will be a beautiful, strong woman! :hug:

 

[a3a2]

izmo,

Your post is concerning me quite a bit. It sounds like someone who is giving up. Please let us know if you are physically okay. It sounds as though some inpatient help may be in order.

You are good enough, izmo, but right now you are wearing blinders that someone or something has put on you. Don't buy into it. Things are often NOT what they appear.

 

[Justmehere]

You are enough, just as you are! Maybe not enough for everyone, but that's about them, not you. I know that you really need the pain to get better. It will get better. Hang in there.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Being in the position you are in right now, no wonder you are so tired. I used to think I would never be enough, that I was not enough and I so wanted the pain to go away.

You have a future and a hope for your healing and recovery. Just keep on taking baby steps one at a time and eventually you will experience real healing and even moments of joy.

It may take many years for you, the recovery process is a long journey and there are so many painful and costly lessons to learn.

But you are accomplishing a miracle that takes time and effort. You are breaking generational cycles of abuse and you should be proud of that.

Please be extra special gentle care of yourself right now. Do all of the things that bring you comfort and take naps if you can.

It gets better but it takes a long time of hard work on your own healing and recovery.