I Realize That I

[Rani G2]

Find it hard to express emotions, to take in ther people’s compassion(Depending on the individual, their ways of expressing). Mother has a Cancer Diagnosis, unprocessed Trauma and Paranoia.

 

[WonderWriter]

I realize I am unable to set and maintain boundaries, and I am so in tune with others’ needs I don’t know myself or what makes me truly happy.

 

[mumstheword]

I realize that I... can fly off the deep end sometimes. I try hard not to, but sometimes longstanding traumatization gets the better of me.

Feeling humbled.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that it's all down to me. I have to make the choices.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

I realize I can't prematurely open my, or anyone else's, cocoon to hurry up the necessary stages of any transformation process. Each and every stage is unique to the individual. Perceptions can never be completely accurate interpretations.

 

[Rani G2]

Speak in a very dark voice and people think I am a man

 

[Survivor3]

I realise that I made mistakes and acted inappropriately but I have learned from my mistakes and am a better man now.

 

[Rani G2]

Finding it very hard to maintain the conversation with GN and SN when they talk about Gratitude extracted from some typical selfhelp book, I smell falseness all the way! Hollowness is boring. Note to self: Let people have their own strategies to deal with life! It’s none of my Business!

 

[Rosebud]

I thought I had few regrets. Only to realize my life has been a long history of regrettable moments.

 

[Rani G2]

Dont really have much to give..

 

[ladee]

@Rani G2 ^^^^not true from my experience with you, this is only temporary, these thoughts and feelings. So I realize I can't make you believe this. But I can keep telling you that there is nothing shallow or vague about you. Maybe one day something will shift for you.

 

[Rani G2]

But I can keep telling you that there is nothing shallow or vague about you. Maybe one day something will shift for you.

@ladee.. yes.. it’s hard to get out of the felt dread, futility and loads of Grief.