I Realize That I

[Recovery4Me]

I realized this board is exactly where I needed to be to find the support and muster the courage to do what needed to be done. :notworthy::hug::tup: to all
Moving forward.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Ms Spock Thanks for the insight. I realize he has to do things his way in order to learn. It's just so hard to watch at times. He is always angry. I can't imagine that much anger on a daily basis. I too am thankful for the support I get here. It helps me sift through things. :hug:

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize that I need to practice a lot of self care today. I had a nightmare last night and woke up this morning to find that I ripped my earring out during the night. And this isn't this first time this has happened when I've had a nightmare. Today will be a day of hot tea reading and only things I enjoy. Apparently all of the stress I'm under is having an affect on me.

 

[MrsBeasley86]

I realize now that I do deserve to be loved by someone. Truly loved. Not what I use to think love was.
I realize now that someone who loves you, will not hurt you, physically or mentally. They will be by your side. They will carry you when you are too weak to stand.
I realize that my husband is a blessing to me. And that I deserve it.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize now that I do deserve to be loved by someone. Truly loved. Not what I use to think love was...

What a beautiful realization. That's wonderful.

 

[MrsBeasley86]

What a beautiful realization. That's wonderful.

Thank you! It took awhile but I finally did it!

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I ....really missed this place!!! :cry::cry::cry: ....I'm back again! ...my WiFi still doesn't work but our landlord allowed us to use his WiFi until ours will work.

I realize that I began do die inside without the insights given her...

I realize that I feel at home with all the nice people here. :cry::cry::cry: (happy tears)

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that the car is a problem because I am an independent contractor and having a reliable car is a condition of employment. By God's grace, I have not been stuck (was again today) with a client in the car. Spare prayers (for whose who do) welcome.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that coming out of dissociation, depersonalisation and derealisation and this is going to be odd, weird and a bit strange for awhile. It confounds me some days it does! It feels like I am being jolted around as I drop back in to my life at times. Very weird process. Very uncomfortable.

I realise that I need to keep upping my activities and doing things. The more I practice doing things the sooner I will get better. The sooner I face my triggers (and there is so many of them) the better I will get.

Ironically I feel a lot worse at times, but that doesn't mean anything except that I am finally dealing with the trauma a bit here and there and that I am here enough to actually notice what I am actually feeling. It is progress, and I will take that.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am unable to do some of the things I used to be able to do when I was much younger. I realize that I have to pace myself and I realize that I will somehow make this week fun for the girls. I realize that the themes of my dreams are changing and I want to learn all I can from the new themes.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that my unpleasant feelings only indicate that I am thinking something negative and believing it. Yes unfortunately this is so.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that there is a big difference in feeling safe and all those situations I put myself in that were not.

I realize that I just didn't know the difference and just accepted what was going on.

I realize that I now have more knowledge to know what it feels like not to feel safe.