I Realize That I

[Definitely..maybe]

I realize that on my bad days I reject even the best of ideas from everyone, just because nothing seems right. It's ridiculous:confused:

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize I have had a thing about groups of people ever since I was a small child. Some things may never change.

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that the difficulties I have today, are better than the difficulties I had last year.

 

[Red Feather]

I realize that in order to unblock myself I have to stop putting too much pressure on myself, and I have to make small obtainable goals, and plan time to go through with them, slowly but surely. Right now I am just envisioning the goal, haven't been able to execute yet. Sounds so violent...

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have finally realized that the stress and worries of my life is a lifelong habit, which I am in the process of changing. I now am thankful for any good and positive thing and I refuse to entertain the bad thoughts anymore. I am learning, changing, and growing through the practice.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am so blessed to have my family around me. I am so happy to be living with my daughter and her family. I am doing so much better than I was six months ago.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I realize after my last session that I just might actually have a problem with my temper. And my anger. Maybe.

 

[Abstract]

I realise more and more how much I shy away from reality. How hard it is for me and ingrained and despite doing a lot of work on it and having changed enormously.

 

[a3a2]

I realize that I used to disassociate CONSTANTLY, but now I don't. And I realize I can love my siblings from a distance, and I don't need to feel guilty about that.

 

[p-no]

I realize that I keep growing even if and when it sometimes does not seem like it at all. Suddenly a situation pops up and I deal with it and there has been the proof of growth. They say, growth never goes without pain. Maybe I am just realizing that I will have to accept that as a given and take it from there.

 

[ninja]

I realize that I deny and dismiss my reaction to how others treat me, instead of communicating to them how what they said or did made me feel.

I also realize that I have a very difficult time communicating to people I care about, just how much they matter to me. And I hate that!!

 

[zaniara]

I realize that it's harder for me to deal with the good stuff(people caring so much about me, and being there for me consistently, despite seeing the real me, not the best version of me) than it is to deal with suffering and pain. I realize it is what sets off the strong impulses to run away. Also I realize that running away, no matter how tempting, would be to destroy my life completely.