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Welcome to the forum protect2011. Sorry to hear that this is still very hard for you. When you'll feel ready you can talk to us more about what happened.
Welcome!! As KP said, support and friendship abound. I'm fairly new here myself and was absolutely gobsmacked to discover so very many people who understand, who struggle in the same ways, and who have so many of the same [crazy] thoughts and feelings. Glad to have you aboard.
I am sorry, protect. What a horrible, terrifying experience. You were in great danger, so there is no wonder you cannot "get over this". With work and time, it will get easier. Welcome to the forum.