I'm Going To Do It

[Sammyiam]

Thanks everyone, for all the help you have given me to see that I can do things and I am going to beat this, well I can not so much beat it but I can learn to manage it, as it is part of who I am and where I have been, and I can never change my past and what was done to me........ but I can change my future and how I go about things from now on.

I know I will have good and bad days like me starting to work again, some days I can go into my workshop and other days I still can't put the key in the lock and open the door. I used to just shut down and it all became to much as I looked at it as a whole, but now I am starting to look at it as little parts and just because one little part shuts down, I'm trying to keep all the other little parts going until that little part comes back to me.

That is my new attack on things I'm not sure if it's going to work but I definitely know the other way doesn't work so I am willing to give my new plan a go and see what happens.

Here's hoping !

 

[macbeth]

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! Good for you my friend. Soooo happy for you

 

[.Bubbles.]

Yes! You can do it! You are brilliant. :)

 

[Tanishq]

Yes Sammyiam Echoing the voice "you can do it." :)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Good for you. You can do it. Congratulations.

 

[Changing4Best]

This is great news. I am taking courses now, with lots of reading even, though I am dyslexic on top of being PTSD and suffering from a physical illness. It takes some praying and willpower to do all this, but somehow I manage. You can do it too. I have faith in you.

 

[rainy_daze]

:happy::D:tup::).

*Does a celebration dance for sammy*. That's fantastic news. Well done on the big first step :hug:.

 

[Sammyiam]

Thanks everyone you are all very very supportive, I have e- mailed the lady from the depression peer support place and she is going to get hold of the man I went to see about it and get an interview and go with me. The man who takes the course is so amazing and supportive, he spends a lot of his time helping others. He does mindfulness and does a lot about disassociation as well as his full time teaching he is a doc of psychology. He really impressed me with the kindness he showed me and I think he would be an amazing teaching, so in the next few weeks I hoped to be booked and paid for my one year long diploma. I'm very excited