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Curse anyone who tries to mess with me or my computer! Dang idiot. Who does he think he is. He's a sh*thead is what. Spent his while life on the hard stuff or some other sh*t and then plans to live an easy life? Not so. Life does not work that way, idiot! You are a menace to society, you evil man. Finally I can tell you what I really think of you! All these years I was afraid of you, but not any more. God will save me from whatever you try to do to me, you bast*rd! Who the F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!!!
 
I am so f*cking done with living like this.
I used to love my job, my coworkers where my second family, but those f*ckers turned there back on me. Talking about me behind my back. Do you really think i am faking this shit? For money? What money? All i got was a shitload of misery, depression, tbi, si, ptsd, i lost f*cking everything. There is no future for me anymore. I am living like an old person, wait, no i've met granny's with more energy and a better life than me.
I am stuck, haven't been living for 4yrs, while everybody just go on with there happy lives and getting sick of me with my problems.
And that idiot doc, that keeps pushing my buttons, never listening to me and treat me like i'm a f*cking idiot, laughs and sighs at me... making me angry and frustrated and then he says i have a problem because i am agressive?
Everytime i ask for some help, they turn it down, "you don't need that"... f*cking idiots are trying to get me to resign... well it is working. There is nobody helping me. You keep complaining its is so hard and difficult to help me and find out what job i can do and stuff, well how do you f*cking think it is for me? You go on with your happy life after your hard work and talk with me, i live with it 24/7. But hey, who cares...
You made my symptoms much worse with all the extra tests and pushing me. And then you leave me hanging. I hate everything about my job and the entire organisation now. Thanks alot assholes.

I was wondering why i feel so angry all the time, well.. i think i know now... this wasn't even everything...
 
Please stop f*cking spraying Round Up and other shit like it!!! Killing off the pollinators and exposing children, pets, and any other living things that like to actually be and play outside to that shit is NOT a good idea. All to make some f*cking grass look nice and green. Can you eat it? Not now. Wouldn't want to walk barefoot on it, play on it, or kick back and rest on it now, either. Especially after you've sprayed all that shit on it to kill pests and weeds. Is that what you want your kids, grand kids, pets, etc. rolling around in and playing in? It all gets absorbed into our skin, which happens to be our largest organ. Take a nice stroll through the yard after spraying, or through a public space that has just sprayed but likely not made folks aware, then go inside and blindly spread it all over the indoor floors, too. Double whammy.

All the money, time, equipment, and effort that goes into maintaining a perfectly manicured yard so it looks good, never really appreciating any of the "weeds" for what they are as you continue to drown them in poison. Imagine if those energies went into planting and nurturing edibles that could be used and shared within the family, with friends, and with the community. Unfortunately, many places would consider a garden in a yard to be an eyesore and not acceptable for their neighborhood standards, yet spraying that chemical shit to kill things, and even in some cases I've seen, especially in subdivisions and shit, spray painting the f'n lawns to appear more green if it isn't green enough. UGH! "Tru-Green", my ass!

Yardens.....the world needs more organically grown yardens, most especially using heirloom seed varieties, even if only using containers vs. planting in the ground, to nourish and nurture our bodies with, and less chemically drowned spaces making all living things exposed to them ill in so many ways, and in some cases extinct, albeit slowly. I think it's safe to say we can rest assured it's surely. City and town crews could plant fruit trees and other edible perennials vs. just the decorative shit and stop drowning us in the tox-sick-city while claiming to strongly "care for" the great outdoors. Free food. Imagine that. So many f'n chemicals....so many "mysterious" symptoms popping up and spreading far and wide. We can do so much better. Gratitude for the space to rant.
 
How the f*ck are you not dead. These shenanigans are tiring.

That I don't have use for R.K.'s Don't give up, take them down, is even more tiring.
If I had a penny for every useless cop I have to educate about their own goddamn legislative, I would be that dear Queen that can travel without a passport.
 
Please stop f*cking spraying Round Up and other shit like it!!! Killing off the pollinators...
@Tornadic Thoughts I agree. Round Up s*cks, toxic carcinogen of the highest rank. Ban the sh* t. This is a case where the medicine is worse than the disease. It is killing a lot of my friendly plants and insect buddies. Its genocide by a herbicide. Makes DDT look like a puppy. Ban it....:hungover:
 
Okay, so hubby is a respected writer with some significant awards to his name. His brain is one of the reasons I fell in love with him. But when he returns from his haircut in a few minutes I have to SHOW him how to download a document someone emailed him in order to send it to his editor. I'm like, WTF??? How can you NOT know how to do this???? Why do I have to show you?? Which wouldn't be so bad except that he let a friend talk him into getting a Mac and I hate hate hate trying to do anything on it. f*ck!!!

Oh, but when I tell him the way he does dishes leaves some of them greasy (which I then have to rewash), he throws the "I've been doing dishes since before you were born" thing at me. GRRRRRRR!

I'm hoping this vent will help me be patient and not blow up when I have to do this soon. It really wouldn't be so bad if he had just stuck with a PC.

Sigh.

ETA: And, okay, I am cognizant of the fact that none of this is abusive or harrowing, but I have been under a lot of stress lately and even this sort of "normal" discord f*cks with my ability to try to stave off anxiety and pain.

EagainTA: Wow, that went smoother and quicker than I thought. Hallalujah!
 
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