It’s not mine anymore

[FauxLiz]

I didn’t lose my job, I know exactly where it is. I know exactly how to do and I do it well but it’s not my job anymore.

I thought I was okay with this, I thought I understood that the separation agreement was the best thing for both sides. But I was wrong I know I can’t work right now and would never be able to stay healthy if I went back there but for all the logic in the world right now I just hurt. I didn’t lose my job my symptoms took it from me .

I don’t know if any of this makes sense. I thought I was okay that this means I can move on to better things but for tonight at least this hurts.

 

[Justmehere]

:hug: I’m sorry for this loss.

 

[New]

@FauxLiz Just wanted you to know I’ve been dealing with this as well and I hurt with you.

Your new job for now is to focus on loving yourself. I struggle with this daily too though.

 

[Suzetig]

It makes perfect sense and is probably one of many losses you’ve had to PTSD. Take some time out to grieve this loss.