Hi All,
FINALLY!!!!
I've been researching this for years to understand my own issues. The diagnosis is called "Diagnosis of Extreme Stress (Not Otherwise Specified) or DES(NOS) for short and is now listed in the DSM- V. There are many more emerging studies. I recommend looking up the work of Bessel van der Kolk- he is the preeminent doctor on the subject of trauma.
DES(NOS) is a form of PTSD, but there are distinct differences. PTSD is the result of an extremely traumatic event (tornado, violent crime, trauma experienced in war, etc...). DES(NOS) or Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is the result of prolonged, regular abuse at the hands of a captor from which the victim can't get away (POW's, long term domestic violence, trafficked/prostituted women and children, concentration/work camps). Usually there is an additional history of trauma that took place during critical phases of development.
One marked difference is that while PTSD victims often have trouble recalling details of the event, those with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder often suffer from amnesia with no recall of their trauma at all.
I don't remember two years of my life and for the longest time, I felt like a total freak. Even among other PTSD victims, I felt alone- why couldn't I remember anything? Flashbacks and night terrors are horrific enough; mine are the same gang rape over and over again. It's even more torturous to wonder if that actually happened or if it's an amalgam of many different incidences.
On a more practical level, it magnifies the shame I feel (justified or not). I don't bother dating because who wants to admit they have no clue how many sexual partners they have had? Besides, most people don't understand that trafficking happens here in America, within our own borders; that's if they understand trafficking at all. Can you imagine trying to figure out the "right" time to have that conversation? If you are suffering from amnesia of your trauma; you aren't alone and you ARE NOT crazy or weak.
We are all in this together and progress is happening- both PTSD and DES(NOS) are now recognized in the DSM-V. We are becoming less and less marginalized. It's up to us to stay informed and share what we know with each other. Who knows? You might just save someone else.
Warmly,
Sarah
FINALLY!!!!
I've been researching this for years to understand my own issues. The diagnosis is called "Diagnosis of Extreme Stress (Not Otherwise Specified) or DES(NOS) for short and is now listed in the DSM- V. There are many more emerging studies. I recommend looking up the work of Bessel van der Kolk- he is the preeminent doctor on the subject of trauma.
DES(NOS) is a form of PTSD, but there are distinct differences. PTSD is the result of an extremely traumatic event (tornado, violent crime, trauma experienced in war, etc...). DES(NOS) or Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is the result of prolonged, regular abuse at the hands of a captor from which the victim can't get away (POW's, long term domestic violence, trafficked/prostituted women and children, concentration/work camps). Usually there is an additional history of trauma that took place during critical phases of development.
One marked difference is that while PTSD victims often have trouble recalling details of the event, those with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder often suffer from amnesia with no recall of their trauma at all.
I don't remember two years of my life and for the longest time, I felt like a total freak. Even among other PTSD victims, I felt alone- why couldn't I remember anything? Flashbacks and night terrors are horrific enough; mine are the same gang rape over and over again. It's even more torturous to wonder if that actually happened or if it's an amalgam of many different incidences.
On a more practical level, it magnifies the shame I feel (justified or not). I don't bother dating because who wants to admit they have no clue how many sexual partners they have had? Besides, most people don't understand that trafficking happens here in America, within our own borders; that's if they understand trafficking at all. Can you imagine trying to figure out the "right" time to have that conversation? If you are suffering from amnesia of your trauma; you aren't alone and you ARE NOT crazy or weak.
We are all in this together and progress is happening- both PTSD and DES(NOS) are now recognized in the DSM-V. We are becoming less and less marginalized. It's up to us to stay informed and share what we know with each other. Who knows? You might just save someone else.
Warmly,
Sarah