Stills
Bronze Member
I'm so upset right now... I was thinking quite a bit about my sexual abuse trauma today already. I went to boarding school for my last two years of high school, and I never talk about it because I hated my experience there and I just wanted to stay in oblivion. I mean, it's such a blur to me, and I just prefer to not know and keep there, but this evening a girl opened up to me. She was there the same time I was. I entered there in grade 11, she was a ninth grader at the time. I don't remember meeting her or knowing her at all, but we have each other on Facebook. She just disclosed that the headmaster raped her...I'm so frigging shocked right now. And I remember my drama teacher and he was a such a creep. I always felt that he was a creep. He came up to my group in class one day whilst on stage rehearsing and asked if we were wearing shorts underneath our uniform skirts. We said no, and he said, "I won't sit down then." I just never forgot that. Anyways, this same man still messages me to this day on FB. He actually just messaged me today. I don't know why he still talks to me, or why he's talking to me at all. I'm just so upset this information has been brought to my knowledge. I don't know what to do or think. I just feel like checking in with the other girls...but I can't just do that. Oh my god, I don't know what to do. I wish I didn't know this...I don't want to revisit my experience. It was very much quite isolated. I can't believe this happens EVERYWHERE!
