I don’t know why I choose to write this title..
Because I feel the deep need, to take a bag, put some clothes in and leave..
This is a fantasy I always had because the Exit door could also mean just leaving into ....... somewhere. No logic works here, this is an extract from reality to fall into oblivion.
The inner has become stingy, raw and painful. This is temporary and I know I will get back a linear mindset soon.
As a child I lived with a person who travelled a lot, his attitude was / if living doesn’t work here, let’s just leave/ Yes, I know of internalization (Again, explainations are known) Asia, US, Europe.... we were on the run.
In my fantasy, I just stay in that lonely Island...
I‘m tired of this.. tired of living
Because I feel the deep need, to take a bag, put some clothes in and leave..
This is a fantasy I always had because the Exit door could also mean just leaving into ....... somewhere. No logic works here, this is an extract from reality to fall into oblivion.
The inner has become stingy, raw and painful. This is temporary and I know I will get back a linear mindset soon.
As a child I lived with a person who travelled a lot, his attitude was / if living doesn’t work here, let’s just leave/ Yes, I know of internalization (Again, explainations are known) Asia, US, Europe.... we were on the run.
In my fantasy, I just stay in that lonely Island...
I‘m tired of this.. tired of living