WhiteHatGirl
Bronze Member
Ok so in short.
Born of a toxic alcoholic Narcissist and a codependent, ocd, and other MI issued parents. Sibling 1 drugs, abusive, out of control, anxiety ridden, Sibling 2. Narcisstic features, emotionally unavailable, robotic like, unable to bond well, avoided me all during my childhood except for a few instances I could count in one hand of social gathering.
Moved away from parents at 19, following Sibling 2 to another state four states away. But by then Sib. 2. Had partner who was a Narcissist, emotionally and verbally abused me right away upin starting to get to know them wl before the move.
Then I have dependency issues, anxiety, fear of authority figures, unmanaged Adhd, and Sibling 2. And spouse more emitional verbal abuse. Passive aggressiin and chronic rescuing me, letting me stay with them then covert bullying until I leave again over and over like 10 times in 20 years.
Oh, and Short marriage to Narcissist too.
Do you think I may have PTSD, duh.
Ih wait I left thungs out like daddy threatening to kill me to control me and Sibling 1 friends firebombing a car 15 feet awsy from me when I was about 9?
My god, i feel sorry for the person I just described. and it was me! I need help.
Born of a toxic alcoholic Narcissist and a codependent, ocd, and other MI issued parents. Sibling 1 drugs, abusive, out of control, anxiety ridden, Sibling 2. Narcisstic features, emotionally unavailable, robotic like, unable to bond well, avoided me all during my childhood except for a few instances I could count in one hand of social gathering.
Moved away from parents at 19, following Sibling 2 to another state four states away. But by then Sib. 2. Had partner who was a Narcissist, emotionally and verbally abused me right away upin starting to get to know them wl before the move.
Then I have dependency issues, anxiety, fear of authority figures, unmanaged Adhd, and Sibling 2. And spouse more emitional verbal abuse. Passive aggressiin and chronic rescuing me, letting me stay with them then covert bullying until I leave again over and over like 10 times in 20 years.
Oh, and Short marriage to Narcissist too.
Do you think I may have PTSD, duh.
Ih wait I left thungs out like daddy threatening to kill me to control me and Sibling 1 friends firebombing a car 15 feet awsy from me when I was about 9?
My god, i feel sorry for the person I just described. and it was me! I need help.
