Masturbation As A Form Of Self Injury?

[Vohe]

I was just wondering if other people do this or I'm just.. weird. I'm a female and I always end up to where I'm bleeding before I'm satisfied. I don't even get off on it, I just do it. Then I start crying and feeling bad without any specific thought in mind. I don't know why that happens..

 

[Mekina]

I don't end up bleeding but I do use it as a form of punishment. Not going to go into details but I normally will get carried away and then end up disgusted afterwards. I've done it since I was 9 or so, no idea why either. Seems to just be a method of self regulation for me atleast.

 

[Jeke]

Btw I am also female (I just posted above)

 

[Imaso]

I was just wondering if other people do this or I'm just.. weird.

Nope, not weird, I do the same. Reenacting your trauma is very common.. i made a thread (non-annonymous) if you want to just read througj it. It will show you just how not alone you are:

Do You Re-create Your Trauma?

You don't have to post there. I.was just showing you that trauma re enactment is super common.

 

[Ketel]

Not to the point of injury, yet. I could see it going there. I want it to hurt.