falling_wave
Platinum Member
I am really scared. I have so much fear right now. I used to think anxiety and fear were the same thing but now I realize they are not. I have this weird metallic taste on my tounge and if I get startled it gets much stronger. I made some decisions to avoid responsibility because I was scared in the past and now it's caught up with me and it is overtaking my life. Im also scared about what my anxiety is doing to others and worried about losing them and my stability. I lose energy very fast and can't concentrate but I want to run away from myself when I am alone with my thoughts. I feel like I can never quite catch my breath and I know something needs to happen soon because my body will not be able to continue fighting this level of fear. I'm scared about the new level of fear and the new side effect of metallic taste. Has anyone felt that happen? Even stories might help I just need hope I will survive this.