Syd.vicious
Learning
Hello, I really just want the advice and to knowing if any other women experience this. If you aren't a female please do not continue reading this has taken a lot to muster the courage to post this in the first place. Some background I was sexually assaulted for years as a child. I am now 20 and experience pretty sever PTSD symptoms. The main issue I am having currently stems from my flashbacks. After I get out of a flashback obviously I am very distraught and scared and generally out of it. Yet I keep finding that after a flashback I am wet. This makes me very uncomfortable and disgusted with myself. Obviously I do not and did not enjoy or want what happened to happen to me. So why does my body react in this way? It just makes the whole expiernece so much worse. I feel as if I do not even have control over my body once I get out of the flashback. I just need to know if other women experience this or have in the past? I feel very alone in this and so disgusted with myself. Why would my body do that to me?